9:45 PM 9/5/2017 It’s been a pretty fun day. This huge project that’s been hanging over my head for months is happening during the next two days, as well as four straight days of events, circles, meetings, etc. culminating with me doing readings all night at Chi! Ka! Go! It’s very intense and it needs some predictions.
Not much in the way of specific Buffynicity tonight, although it resonated in a general way with everything I’m doing with 3d. Faith came back. It was interesting to see the episode that dovetailed with the Buffy episode I watched months ago.
So yesterday I spent 6 hours at King Spa. The moon sextiled Uranus and opposed Mercury, and then I slept through the massive Sun opposition with Uranus. However I got the real magic I wanted out of the whole experience, and the sense of transformation into the person I want to be, even if I still have to deal with the psychic slime of my disgusting family and all the reincarnated Nazis who’ve been after me all this time.
But my angels are clearer than ever and 3D is giving me a new hobby which makes me feel great. Tonight, having developed a basic grasp of posing, I started working with my own lighting schemes and it’s really spectacular.
Anyway, Mercury went direct this morning so I’m feeling very matter-of-fact about everything. With Mercury and Saturn direct I’m feeling very purposeful. However I’m also very alienated, like my old life is dead and I have to go on to something else. How disappointing all the people I’ve known have been! How dreary and dull this world is, how pointless … maybe they’ll come and take me away soon.
Venus inconjuncted Neptune a little after I got home. I think this may have something to do with how I suddenly started working with lighting. It felt like a crack opened up in the sky, it was so intense. My stuff is incredibly beautiful now and I know I’m going to be able to entertain myself with it for hours and hours.
I’ll be asleep when the Moon conjuncts Neptune tonight, but I can feel it coming.
Tomorrow the Moon sextiles Pluto in the morning as this project starts, reaffirming this eerie regularity of Pluto transits when I work downtown. I’m sure it’s because I’ll be in charge. I’m getting to be a real manager now. No more transits all day, I’m expecting smooth sailing until the Moon squares Saturn around 3:30 – could there be a rush to finish up? I hope not. I hope awareness can keep me from getting in over my head. Moon inconjunct Jupiter in the evening, I suppose I’ll be congratulating myself over finishing day one, and also catching up with laundry and floor-sweeping. Moon is VOC until Thursday morning, entering Aries and inconjuncting Mars – I expect I’ll be enthusiastic about having all of this behind me, and getting back to my routine.
Interesting to note that Mercury will go back into Virgo this weekend, nearing my natal position just around the time I’m doing a bunch of readings.
But for now it’s a lazy Pisces Moon (approaching fullness) so I’m going to bed.