The Buffy Diaries 9-21-2017

10:38 PM 9/21/2017  Holy cow, I haven’t blogged in four or five days.  3D is taking up all my time.  Even though I watched four more episodes of Angel this week I didn’t bother to notice too much in the way of Buffynicity.  Last night I noticed several phrases and images that I had just been thinking about, but I’ve already forgotten what they were.  I’m going to try to catch up with transits now.  If I have time afterward maybe I’ll go through the script of the episode I just watched and try to weed them out.

It’s hard to believe I haven’t posted anything since the 16th.  Maybe I lost an entry somewhere.  But going back to the 17th now:

I was meditating when the moon trined Saturn in the morning.  When the Moon sextiled Jupiter in the afternoon I was on my way to Highland Park to see William Corgan again.  That was fascinating.  I guess that sextile felt pretty expansive to me.  After years of thinking about that guy I finally got the chance to talk to him in person.  It made me feel like a part of society.

Moon inconjunct Chiron and conjunct Venus, followed by the trine with Uranus made for an intense circle, when I was very grounded and simply channeled for my dreaming partners.  They said I was pretty good with it.  The various levels of my trances are coming together.

Monday the moon conjuncted Mars and Mercury, and opposed Neptune.  I spent all evening working with Daz3D.  I got some amazing stuff done.  My pictures are moving the magical energies of my life around.  It’s a struggle to stay with my blog and keep tracing everything when all the interesting stuff is happening visually.  Especially significant is that I’ve been listening to a lot of Smashing Pumpkins and going on a journey back through time, seeing the 90s very differently.  Also, the people I met this weekend who were accepting of me as an intuitive changed some things about my approach to my career.

And making 3D images of my angels is making them much more clear.

Tuesday I worked downtown, and there was the expected Pluto transit in the morning.  I was feeling pretty good waking up to that, but what’s happening with Pluto transits recently is that the information about who and what I’m supposed to be in this world is so expansive I can’t really express it.  It’s more of a focusing of collective energies on where I am.  This has something to do with 3D, as that process is forcing me to choose which “dream” to manifest, day by day.

The delivery I expected downtown was cancelled, and the body shop called and said my car would take another day.  I felt very tired as the Moon squared Saturn in the afternoon and yet I also felt relatively peaceful.  Projects (like getting the car fixed) that have been hanging over me for weeks are getting taken care of.

Venus entered Virgo in the evening, and I relate this to 3D modeling in pretty obvious ways.  I was making good headway and also I spent a lot of time poring over the various sales on Daz3D and Renderosity, choosing exactly what I wanted for my next big project, “Energy Science”, which I’m working on now.  This is a big step forward in the depiction of my angels, very appropriate for the Moon opposition with Chiron and Mercury opposing Jupiter. 

There were no transits during the day on Wednesday.  I picked up my car after work and felt very complete having gotten that out of the way.  I got lost in 3D again all night long, although there was an upswing in the Buffynicities, with several minor ones echoing my thoughts of the day, I’ve forgotten most of them.

I was back downtown today – and there was another Pluto transit.  I took care of business although the delivery I was expecting was postponed again.  The square with Pluto made me feel more purposeful in this world than I’ve ever felt in my life.  At the risk of getting ahead of myself, I feel like I’m finally on the verge of figuring out what I’m supposed to be doing in this rotten world.  My angels are the clearest ever.  The square is related to cutting free collective energies of the past – especially those around rock music and art in the 90s, which is a huge chunk of my youth. 

I skipped running tonight and then I went to Brian’s salon.  The Moon sextiled Saturn a little while ago, and I think that’s related to the astrological intuitions I was having over there.  They’re getting really clear – so clear that the specificity of them requires a format other than blogging.

Moon opposing Uranus and entering Scorpio tomorrow should be pretty exciting.  Mercury trining Pluto – wow.  I bet there will be some kind of huge leap in my understanding of what I’m supposed to be doing with 3d.  I bet I’ll also have some impetus to get my website up and get some business cards made. 

The Sun is entering boring old Libra.  I guess this means I’ll be looking at the “work” of being an intuitive.

I’ll try to review that script of the last “Angel” episode tomorrow night.