I’ve had a fantabulous weekend. So much great stuff happened that I can barely bring myself to tell the story. I don’t want to stop thinking about how great the whole thing was long enough to pick out any details.
Buffynicity #1: The biggest Buffynicity I’ve had in a few days. On the way home from work on Friday I started thinking about I guy I worked with briefly several years ago. He didn’t like me at all and then he moved away and I heard he died. His spirit came to me and he said he wanted forgiveness, so that’s cool. Then that night I went to run and the episode was about “Boone” (a reference to Daniel Boone perhaps, appropriate because this guy who didn’t like me, Ray, was a bit of a cowboy and I used to joke that he was the Marlboro Man). Boone is a demon from Angel’s past who respects him but wants to fight him. It was a dead-on Buffynicity as I started thinking about this guy with extreme clarity and focus just a couple of hours before I watched this episode. This is a sign that my mediumship is getting much better as well.
Buffynicity #2: Minor, but it’s been going on for a while. At first I wasn’t sure it was real, but I’ve been spending a lot of time on 3D websites, there is a program called Bryce that comes up every once in a while, and tonight once again they mentioned “Virginia Bryce” this heiress that Wesley is dating. So the Bryce reference has been an ongoing thing. At first I wasn’t sure I heard it correctly but now I’ve looked it up.
And that’s part of the blending that’s going on with Angel, reference after reference to things I’m experiencing as I work on 3D. There were quite a few phrases that came up which I’d just been thinking about and now I wonder if it’s worth it to go through the scripts and find them all. I keep forgetting now. It’s like 3D is taking my mind into an area that doesn’t want to be bothered with remembering things in detail.
Now for transits:
The Moon entered Scorpio and Mercury trined Pluto on Friday. I was spending my latest paycheck on 3D items for the amazing images I’m putting together. I was also feeling pretty caught up with my life, got my car back, major projects are out of the way, doing okay with money, and a lot of new prospects for the future. I was very focused on having a powerful experience this weekend and I was sucessful in that.
I was also listening to a lot of Smashing Pumpkins, revisiting how that mercurial presence of pop music has related to the Plutonian, collective energies over the course of my life. And also there was a lot of Scorpio/sex energy in that music as well. I was gaining a new focus which showed up in the very clear ghostly communication from the Marlboro Man, backed up by the Buffynicity of Boone that evening.
The Sun entered Libra, a nice change to a more peacful, workaday mood, associated with the return of my car and a weekend without responsibilities. The Moon sextiling Venus was related to the clear vision of the ghost as well.
On Saturday the Moon was sextiling Mars as I was getting to King Spa, I think that marked the beginning of the huge magical download I received, associating Mas with the heat of the saunas. Moon trining Neptune was certainly validated by the depth of what I experienced and the sense of algnment with my own psi forces. I’m still getting used to the new peak I hit. I wound up staying 14 hours, through the Moon sextiling Pluto in the evening when I began to feel that the spiritual forces around me are really getting integrated into the collective, with all the new possibilities opening up for me.
Today the Moon was VOC all day. Mars opposing Neptune in the afternoon brought a feeling of total security in my own psi experiences, but at the same time insulation from the world, like I’m somehow done dealing with the past. I also confirmed my Tori Amos tickets and talked to the friend who’s going with me. The Moon trined Chiron later and I was feeling very satisfied with my regular ritual Sunday trip to Edgewater to buy comics, reviewing all the successes I’ve had in the past and feeling very secure in the knowledge that it will get deeper as time goes on. It was very healing to see how much better I’ve gotten since I started doing that.
I was on my way home when the Moon incojuncted Uranus, feeling extremely close to my Angels, on the verge of being a full channel for them.
Then I went to run and watched Angel, finishing just as the Moon entered Sagittarius. Now I’m feeling very relaxed and even unfocused, as this lunar phase always makes me feel. I’ve got to plan for all the big stuff coming up.
Maybe I’m too lazy to focus, still fuzzed out from 14 hours at King Spa. I’m going to take it easy tonight, except to note that I’m looking forward to Mercury squaring Saturn tomorrow morning. I expect I’ll cross some barrier to communication with my angels around that time. I definitely came to see myself very differently this weekend. I’ve hit some kind of critical mass with the magical energies I perceive and they tell me I’m ready to take clients now.