10:48 PM 4/3/2017  Two more Buffynicities I forgot from tonight:

Within an hour before the episode I was reading an article on the Authority Nutrition website about “soluble fiber” and weight loss.  Early in the episode Xander was mocking the frat thugs, saying they weren’t “getting enough fiber”.

The episode I started was called “Wild at Heart”.  On Saturday I went to the Music Box Theatre and picked up a showtime guide with David Lynch’s picture on the cover.

6:52 PM 4/4/2017  Well, damn, I forgot my notes at work.  I’ll have to catch up with that tomorrow.  I woke up feeling pretty dark and pissed off about all the pettiness and politics I’ve experienced in my life, especially with people who are into the supernatural – they’re the worst becuase I always feel creepy telepathic sensations about them I can’t explain or even talk about.  All during the runup to the Moon trine Chiron at 10:03 I was just trying to use energy to rise above the garbage of this world.  I was working on some projects that gave me time to think and I felt a bit more relaxed than recently, with time to put my energies together.  I was surprised at how smoothly things were going.  Blogging is helping with that, as the supernatural forces integrate into my emotional presence in the world.

I was having some awkward conversations, though.  There were people I had to tell what to do and they were being too nice to me.  I know this is related to the changes in emotional energy I’m having.  I’m getting more focused on making things happen.

I was listening to “Nostradamus”, which I love, and also thinking a lot *** just what am I doing now that I’ve left my days notes at home?  I have things to do.  The trine with Venus was slightly more stressful than I was expecting, although I did tie up a bunch of loose ends and I do feel caught up with work for the moment.  As a matter of fact a lot of projects I was working on did come together relatively smoothly today.

I thought a lot about World War Two, and I also thought a lot about entertainment.  I am getting over entertainment so rapidly.  Ironically it’s because I am ***

This is like a searching inward.  Beings want to share my emotional presence in the world but I thought all this was supposed to be secret.  What to reveal?  What to conceal?  This moment seems to be a shift in axis away from the type of thing I’ve been doing, away from merely reporting moods.

When the Moon entered Leo I was at Diane’s, picking up books for this big weekend of Vincent Genna, contemplating vast networks of guides involved with public performances and seeing where I fit in.  There are a couple of different layers at work right now and I am putting them together. 

Mars inconjuncts Jupiter tonight, I’ll be watching for the presence of Jupiter. 

What I’m doing with this blog is wearing down this “flighty” part of myself that wants attention from the astral zone.  It gets less and less interesting to focus on daily life.  The angelic influence will come through more and more.

And only by writing (as vague as this is) can I see the relationship of these feelings to the unpleasant feelings I was having this morning about politics and manipulation.  Attention focused on certain kinds of ephemera on my blog is related to the shallow, ephemeral feelings between people having those sorts of petty relationships.  This is all a part of a movement toward a deeper layer, without the trivia.

9:29 PM 4/4/2017  A massive FIVE Buffynicities from tonight’s episode, although individually not as dramatic as some other nights:

Buffynicity #1: I’ve been listening to “Nostradamus” by Judas Priest constantly for several days.  This morning during the runup to the Moon-Saturn inconjunct I was paying attention to “Exile” and “Alone”.  Then tonight Oz went into exile.  And I knew this was coming because just a couple of days ago I was thinking about how unbearably cute Oz and Willow were as a couple and how I wanted to be Oz.  Obviously, this is how the world works.  It’s probably a message for me.

Buffynicity #2: At the exact moment Willow almost got hit by a car and Riley rescued her, an ambulance with red lights blazing sped by.  So now I’ve had blue lights three times, followed by yellow, and then red. 

Buffynicity #3: We had a vendor at work today who’s a Vietnam Vet with a “Semper Fi” sticker on his windshield, and tonight Xander was dressed up in fatigues and said “Semper Fi”, or maybe it was Giles, but someone still said it.

Buffynicity #4: Yesterday I was writing about a shot glass I had that was shaped like a chemistry “beaker”, and then there was such a beaker in the “Black Frost” distillery, and then today Willow was also using one to make her revenge spell against Oz.

The Biggest, Baddest Buffynicity of the night however was the headquarters of the Initiative, because I work in IT and the remote sites my company has been sending me to for the last couple of months are largely unused data centers which look just like the cell block in tonight’s episode.  Huge, empty, white-paneled, fluorescent lit – I wander around in them listening to Motorhead, etc. 

There are some further resonances, I was thinking about this girl I knew in college, I made out with her a few times, and I now realize she had a haircut just like Willow’s and for all I know she wanted to be Willow, the resemblance was so eerie.

Furthermore I realized something very important about the Black Frost episode and its resemblance to Nazi Germany.  The bartender who made the stuff was pissed off at rich kids.  It was a “class warfare” thing and as I’ve been listening to Judas Priest I’ve been remembering an old girlfriend who was totally into Judas Priest because she said they represented the “working class”.  This girl was a reincarnated Nazi of course.  She’s the one who reminded me of Faith. 

So that’s some deep stuff.  And with “The Initiative” and their paramilitary gear, and their supposed experiments on vampires I think the Nazi theme is going to increase.

I’m going to do predictions and some other channeling a little later.