6:58 PM 5/8/2017  The Moon trined Mars at 10:56 AM.  I didn’t go out to meditate, I was at home feeling fantastic, with nothing to do all day but channel.  It was one of my best weekends ever.  As I’m writing this I’m going back to that state, that “frequency”, which makes me very happy.  My magical life and my work life are merging.  I don’t know what will happen but I’m very glad.  For years I’ve had my wild adventures on the weekends but there’s always been that tedious realization that the weekend is almost over and I have to go back to work on Monday to a cold, alien world I don’t care about.  This is changing for me now and I am bringing my own magical energies forward more and more. 

There was a big shift at the end of that sentence as I shifted from writing about my angelic contact as though explaining it to someone, to this point of view where I’m actually “in” the state of contact and working with magical details, astral fluid, or whatever you want to call it.  I was doing this yesterday as well.  I was so happy that I couldn’t do anything but focus on it. 

I forgot to mention that Friday night before the circle I went out for coffee with Jay and we saw a couple of synchronicities that were very exciting.  I was very tired when the trip started but by the end I could tell that it had been arranged by the spirit world, down to which turns we took to drive.  We started out for a McDonald’s very far south on Sheridan, and I was feeling very tired. But as my sense of spirit contact grew I suddenly told him to turn so we could go back to the closer one on Clark.  We wound up driving by his old business offices, which we would not have done except for that spirit impulse.

So what is significant about the story of the channeling bliss I was in all afternoon?  I went to Jewel again and then down to Edgewater again just to see what it was like.  The Moon was inconjuncting Uranus at 4:12 when I got down there and I could sense the new perspective that my angels are giving me, taking me beyond the astral effect of such entertainment as comic books.  All the mad rush of images is no longer so mesmerizing as I move toward a much clearer perception of them and the world they occupy.  Back at the game store I was in total heaven watching fragments of the past being dissolved, feeling as though I have almost opened a door to another world.  But what do I do with the continuous rush of sensations?  How do I keep track of what they’re doing? 

I stopped to eat at the worst greek restaurant in the world and then I came home to run as the Moon conjuncted Jupiter and I felt very happy about completing my weekend routine, feeling very safe as though the confusion of my life was ending and I was about to realize my full magical potential. 

The Buffy episode I watched was very interesting, with a Quiller or Queller demon from the Moon (i.e. the sphere of Yesod) that comes to quell madness in the people of earth.  It looked kind of like a Walrus. 

I was very tired again. I have quit drinking Monster energy drinks.  So now I’m off sodas and Monster, and I’m just having tea.

Today was relatively pleasant, although I felt a big darkness as I drove to work.  I resolved to wait and see if anything dark happened, but nothing did.  Everything went relatively smoothly although I had another huge dystopian fantasy about how stupid the Western School of Occultism is which was peaking in the afternoon as the Moon opposed both Mercury and Uranus.  I was thinking about that bookstore I used to work at with all the reincarnated Nazis and how stupid and ugly they were, and what a waste of my time and life it was to be in Grand Rapids.  However this dystopian paranoia I’ve had semi-regularly for over 10 years hasn’t stopped me from learning to channel so it’s not so bad.  In fact, each time it gets more intense it also narrows down a bit so I feel one day it will be ultimately resolved in some final revelation which sets me free forever from the spectre of Annie Besant.

Some huge struggle is over for me.  Life is going to be more fun from now on. 

Moon was sextiling Saturn at 5:59 pm.  I had an appointment for six but I found out my friend couldn’t make it via text when I turned my phone on at 5:42.  This was the limitation of Saturn, but also a benefit as I had time to catch up on my blog, which I have now done at 7:22 PM 5/8/2017, two minutes before the Moon inconjuncts Chiron – nice timing!

Moon enters Scorpio tonight, so I made it through the boring Libra moon with some good moods and no bad incidents.  This Libra moon has actually been very fun so I’ll stop being so wary of it. 

My blog isn’t boring, but the more I write the more I have an urge to twist all this verbage around into some text.  My angels are close enough for me to believe I can get their advice.  I think I can actually begin to co-author these things. 

But now, having caught up *** I need to rest a little.