The Bonfire

“Don’t come in here, Dooley,”

“I’m not coming in there, man.  There is no way I would get shot for that asshole.  But I want you to think about that for a minute.”  His voice was measured, calming as he spoke slowly from around the corner.  “I want you to think about the fact that you thought I might risk getting shot for that little loser in there.  That is totally ridiculous and it should be evidence to you that you are not thinking clearly.”

“You’re right,” Lorka agreed, hesitating and lowering his guard a bit.  But he brought it right back up when Vornot’s voice came from the other side of the door, taking advantage of what he thought was his chance to come out of the situation sounding tough.

“Yeah, this is stupid.  You know you fucked up, asshole.  That’s why I ran in here, to keep you from making a mistake you’ll regret –” he stopped talking instantly and dropped to the floor when Lorka, enraged by his audacity, coldly put a bullet through the door, narrowly missing him.  The next bullet shattered the door handle, and Lorka kicked open the door to find Vornot huddled whimpering on the floor.

“Aw, hell!” cried Lanada from the hall, avoiding the line of fire.  He tried to slow Lorka down by reminding him of something non-violent and familiar.  “You know my whole comic book collection is in there.  Do you reallly want to get blood on it?  You used to borrow those when we were kids.  Remember, man.  Please!”

Lorka looked hatefully down at the pathetically sniveling hood lying on the floor, and then at the bullet hole in the opposite wall.  It was too much.  It was too insane.  He had been out of jail for two days and already he was on his way back.  He slowly lowered the gun a nd walked back down the hallway.  He tried to hand the gun to Lanada but the other man backed away, shaking his head and holding up his hands defensively.

“No way, Lorka, I don’t want to have anything to do with this.”

Aspects 1-31-2017

It was nice to have a day go much as I predicted.  In the morning I worked on an inconvenient project that’s been hanging over my head for days.  I felt pretty good even though it was a distraction, and I also felt fairly insubstantial.  Moon was conjuncting Venus in Pisces and it’s very clear now that even though I have Pisces rising that sign always makes me feel extremely passive – content, but not all there.  It also seems to make me feel overburdened at work.  I remember a Venus-Neptune conjunction in Pisces last week or the week before that also had me taking on big, boring tasks that made me feel dissociated.

And I got that project over with just around the time the aspect climaxed, and then I felt pretty good all through the void-of-course.  Moon in Aries is just as expected as well, I started “doing” things again.  It was interesting to expect the feeling of momentum to return and then observe it happening.  I’m looking forward to planning my days around observations like these.  Life will go much smoother.

Mars in Aries is still burning.  The Moon-Mars conjunct was interesting.  I got home full of energy and wound up playing video games, especially “Bloodnet”, which is about vampires hacking computer networks, and then trying to fix some problems with Wi-Fi drivers on one of my own tablets.  Then I went to run just about the time the aspect climaxed, so that one also went off just about as planned.

And then Mercury squared Uranus about an hour ago.  I wasn’t watching closely enough for that one.  About the only thing I noticed is that I’ve been thinking about Doctor Who a lot, as I found out this afternoon that there’s a possibility Marina Sirtis might play the next Doctor, which would be cool.

Moon semisextile Neptune in the morning, and Neptune aspects have been awesome for me since I’ve been keeping track, so there’s something to look forward to.  Moon sextile Sun about the time I get off work.  I wonder what that will mean?  I am going to the library tomorrow.  I think it’s possible that Sun in Aquarius is helping me write, or think clearly about writing, which would make sense.  So far Scorpio has been best and now I’m wondering if it’s fixed signs in general that help in that area.  I’ll have to watch Leo and Taurus.

Moon is squaring Pluto tomorrow around bedtime, I wonder what that means.  I’m going to be watching that, after the Moon-Sun sextile there aren’t any more aspects so all evening I’m going to pay attention to Moon-Aries/Pluto-Capricorn. 

I am getting bored with Mercury in Capricorn.  I feel like I’ve “got it”.  Looking forward to the transit into Aquarius on the 7th.

Meanwhile, Mars entering Aries was definitely marked by a huge psychic shift for me into active channeling.  I’m expecting Venus in Aries on Friday to bring a much bigger shift, somehow.  I still look back on Venus in Aquarius with utter boredom.  I can’t wait for something to happen in that area!

I’m going to have to look up Jupiter retrograde as well. That’s coming on the 6th.

So all in all some pleasant things to look forward to tomorrow, and an interesting observation in the evening, while I get ready for Venus and Mercury to do interesting things in a few days. 

I’m getting better at holding all of this in my mind.