So I forgot to put in my last entry, that on Thursday my shaver broke open and the three rotary blades fell out, and I felt this was some kind of synchronicity related to my three angels, who are like whirling blades sometimes, and finishing with the groundwork and now working with the full trio, but during my crazy fantasy-filled weekend I couldn’t find this little triangular piece that was supposed to hold them together in the head.  I wandered around in a huge daydream about moons of Saturn and their various orbits, with Buffy the Vampire Slayer looming around as an angel from Uranus.  And then on Sunday morning right after the eclipse I was talking to one of my angels about this missing plastic piece and then I suddenly was able to find it after 4 days.  It was like some crazy energy building up to the eclipse.

I just wanted to remember that episode because even though it seems simple to describe, it was very frustrating all weekend to have this piece of my life messed up (I was unable to shave), and wondering what the hell could have happened, and the timing of solving the problem was very important. 

I’ve also been thinking a lot about how I have Chiron in Aries in the first house – and how I’m falling in love with Juliet Landau, who is an Aries, as Kara, my angel of fire, begins to be clearly visible to me on a regular basis, as Mars opposes Jupiter in the morning, and then Chrion conjuncts the moon in the afternoon.  These should be pretty deep.  I’m expecting to feel like an outlaw but also get a grasp on what I’m supposed to be “doing” with this new feeling of power. 

So Buffy continues to dominate my mind, and here I am once again listening to “All Night Long” by Peter Murphy and thinking about what it would be like if Juliet Landau was my girlfriend.  I’m extremely happy that I have once again experienced ENTERTAINMENT MAGIC.  Last weekend I saw “Cool Hand Luke” and launched my website, and wound up staying up all night working on it. I also watched Buffy that day and Juliet Landau knocked me on my ass.  Even though I never stay up late anymore I wound up staying awake until 5 am thinking about this song, and thinking about her.

So this song is imbued with magical virtues for me now.  This happens to me rarely and I am savoring this.  I am going to stretch out this newness as long as I can.  Furthermore, this is happening as I am moving into channeling my blog and launching my website, so it’s a part of a larger process of expression, one I also associate with the Jupiter retrograde.  I’m watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and working on my website, and I’m looking to the end of the retrograde in June to finish Buffy (and start on Angel) and have my site complete.

As for aspects, this weekend has more than fulfilled my expectations for spectacularness.  Friday went by pretty fast.  I had a lot of good stuff, but I was tired.  I went home, meditated and fell asleep.

But an interesting thing was that on Thursday my electric shaver fell on the floor and popped open, and the three rotating blades, and the triangular plastic piece that holds them together inside the head fell on the floor.  I found the blades but the plastic piece was gone.  So I thought about buying a shaver on Friday, but decided to look a little more.  This was something I was also thinking about all day Saturday as I spaced out.  I went to meditate. 

I woke up at 2 AM and thus the Curse of Juliet continued to plague my mind.  I had all kinds of insane thoughts about the moons of Saturn.  I’m pretty convinced that cosmic beings from the planet Uranus are transmitting to me through Buffy the Vampire Slayer. 

I’m channeling now, working with spirits to develop a conversation that includes the world via the web.  I wrote a bunch of stuff and erased it because they asked me to stop.  I guess I’m not supposed to say any more about that.

So I woke up Saturday around the time the Moon sextiled Mars, and I was awake while it sextiled Uranus, and then trined Jupiter.  It was very exciting.  I went to meditate and then …

so now they just interrupted me and I’m talking to them.  About the purpose of writing this.  The thing is I don’t remember yesterday very well because the vibrations were so high and I participated in some magical rituals that aren’t for public consumption.  Kara is coming through much clearer.  She is lifting me out of former states of awareness. 

Moon and Mercury entered Pisces and so writing is different now.  Before I felt like I was “participating” in the web, and now I feel outside of it, outside of the world, just saying whatever I fucking want as a way to distance myself from the shallowness of the world.  I’ve also moved a little from describing experience to having immediate experiences of other worlds as I write.

All the aspects were great and I had a fantastic Saturday immersed in higher worlds and a new vision of the interior order of my life which I’m apparently not supposed to talk about even though it’s amazingly clear.

I do, at this point, have to wonder who I am. 

This blog entry marks a turning point from a kind of self-expression to a beginning attempt at formal channeling.  With the movement to Pisces and today’s eclipse in Pisces, followed by the Moon conjuncting Neptune …

They stopped me there.  I’m not going to bother to finish sentences when they stop me anymore.  This was something I went through over the last couple of years when channeling verbally – getting interrupted by them.  It’s very nice, and I realize that I can get the same level of vibrations while I’m blogging as I have in dream circles in the past.

Today when Mars and Uranus conjuncted in Aries at 6:19 PM I was at Dice Dojo in Edgewater and I saw Kara sitting across the table from me with more clarity than I have ever seen any spirit.  I am entering a new era with her. 

Although I am prolonging my crush on Juliet Landau as long as possible just because I love how she makes me feel, I suspect at least one meaning of this is that she has the Sun, Venus, and Mercury in Aries (ruled by Mars) and also Mars conjunct Uranus opposing Moon conjunct Saturn, which relates to a lot of the Buffy vs. Angel daydreams I’m having as Buffy takes over my inner world until June (when it goes over to Angel, as I plan to watch all 5 seasons of that show as well)…

Anyway this entry doesn’t need to make sense, I’m just sitting here feeling Kara moving things around in another dimension, working with her to decide what needs to be written here.  This is just the beginning.  My attention is moving on the inner planes as I write this.  Wow! She is so vivid. 

She’s going to help me with the Juliet issue, I can see. 

I’m not to worry anymore about whether any of this makes sense, she tells me.  Over the course of the retrograde I’ll get better with it, and this is enough for now.