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Aspects 2-19-2017

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This has been a very interesting weekend for several reasons, one of which was that my three-day astrological predictions proved to be very relevant.  I’m getting better at this.

I was so excited on Thursday that I stayed up all night and overslept my alarm clock in the morning.  I didn’t wake up until right before the Moon inconjuncted Mercury, so it was like my oversleeping was related to that aspect.  I did feel more productive during the day however, and I had a good deal of fun.  I watched a little Buffy while I ran and meditated, not trying to do too much due to the void-of-course.

I woke up in the morning and actually forgot that the Sun had entered Pisces.  I went to Tracie’s to meditate and I felt tremendously excited.  But the oncoming Sagittarius Moon was making itself felt and I was very unfocused – I actually just barely made it to the theater on time. 

Cool Hand Luke rocked my world.  Watching it, I clearly remembered seeing it as a child, and all the things that I had thought about back then when I saw it, and how much the symbolism of it has meant to me.  It was definitely a message to me from one of my angels that a phase of my life is complete.  I’ve come full circle since I first saw it and now I am moving on to work with Kara.  

I was feeling very powerful spirit presences.  As I expected, I had great revelations.  I’m rapidly moving past the point where I can blog about all this stuff but I still skirt the edges of the subject so I can develop a persona to deal with channeling for clients.  Moon squared the Sun right after the movie and I guess I felt that too.

In the evening I worked on my website as the Mercury semisextile with Pluto approached and I also developed an overwhelming crush on Juliet Landau.  I went to run and watched some more Buffy and as I struggled with downloads and using my FTP client I took frequent breaks to listen to Peter Murphy (especially the song “All Night Long”) and obsess about Drusilla from Buffy TVS and Juliet Landau.  I was looking her up on the web and stuff, reading articles about her and also revisiting my childhood when I watched Space: 1999, which starred her Parents.  And only the next morning did I realize that this is because the Sun just entered Pisces.

So this fucked me up!  I stayed up until 5 o’clock this morning on this website/Juliet Landau/Buffy/Peter Murphy binge which I will remember forever because of Cool Hand Luke.  Part of this was building toward the  Moon trining Venus and squaring Neptune on Sunday.

I was pretty fucked up when these aspects occurred, lacking sleep, wondering what I was supposed to be doing.  I was exhausted and very unfocused, but feeling incredibly magical and alive, like I am finally getting answers to very deep questions about the workings of my imagination.  I tried to go run but the sun is too bright  in the afternoons and I can’t see the screen of my tablet to watch Buffy so I came home and went to Edgewater again.

Cool Hand Luke is very grounding.  I’m getting a better sense of boundaries and I know I’m going to stop writing vague descriptions like “I felt very magical”, “I felt very intense,” etc.  On the other hand there is a lot of very specific stuff happening that I’m not going to write about at all.  So how do I give relevant information about what’s happening?  I just have to keep trying, I guess.

But that’s just a part of working with Kara, I now understand.  I’ll have to adapt my blogging to the realities of my website.  I have the template uploaded and now I have to get the stuff on it personalized.

One thing I’m going to continue to write about is synchronicity.  For instance, I started watching Buffy around the time Jupiter went into retrograde.  Buffy is about fighting for justice and Jupiterian issues on a personal level, and so is Cool Hand Luke.  And specifically so is Juliet Landau as her father was an early avatar of justice and leadership for me, being in Space:1999 and Mission: Impossible.  I am reaching for some sense of justice in the affairs of the world.

I’m feeling pretty upbeat as the Moon is trining Mars in about an hour.

This spectacular weekend of spirit contact and reunion with my old self will be forever known (by me) as the weekend of Cool Hand Luke.  I’m looking forward to seeing what happens to these energies tomorrow with the Moon trining Uranus, sextiling Jupiter, and conjuncting Saturn in the afternoon.  It’s going to be a big day and I suspect I’ll have my website fully ready to launch after the conjunct as we move toward Mercury sextiling Uranus in the evening.

Very positive energies, very thrilling.  I’m going to go listen to Peter Murphy some more now. The Mars transit is very intense and I’m working now to keep my center as I feel massive waves of otherworldly energy passing through me all the time.

Buffy Redux

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“I don’t know if this is Buffy Redux, but by making yourself do this you seem to think you will regain what you lost.  We are totally uninterested in these things.  We are interested in your assistance.”

“I need a kind of clarity in the upper right quadrant of my mind.  I need a solid frame of reference against which to test and surrender ego.”

“Quadrant 2 or Quadrant 4.  You will find.”

“Where are we going?  We’re going home.”

“Let’s have fun,” she said.  “And then there was some really great music on the radio.

“We’re going to figure this out, we’re only good and  bad.”

Movement of imagery.  “So you wanted to write fiction.  You are exceptionally stubborn.”

Obviously there’s someone here and I’m very happy.  “We are beginning.” Spiral, obelisk.

Light, dark.  Neil Gaiman, children, this sort of thing, a place in the world.  The other dimension became very thick.  There was nowhere to go.

All was dark, but the loft was vast.  “These are the aspects.”

The voyage, step by step.  They did indeed do these things.  It’s time for a big change, we can go back over it later.  Then the other spirits were there and they needed to make some kind of metaphor.  They live in cities.

And the energy came pouring in.  There was a sense of displacement.  It was his struggle to record all  that he had seen.  “I’ve seen attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.”

“We’re going to get this done, and we’re going to go farther.  We need a process to review this.”  “What are we building toward?”

Juliet.

The long, low, dim hall and there is Spike, growling about the future.  And then Shatner is talking about what is necessary to maintain order.  “And they are all terrified but this is an exciting movie, so of course they screw it up.”

George Kennedy is around.  Thinking about talking about about.  Thinking about the Archer and the Sorceress.

I don’t care about any of these things.  Martin Landau did some terrible ritual magic with James Dean?  No, I don’t know.  Where is the secret cult?  There isn’t one.

Then I was talking about the Stromkirk and the Stromgald.  Anthony Hopkins and all.  Who gives a shit?  What is this order?  The Bureaucracy.

Well, we need to be moving toward something.  I can’t be wasting my time moving toward this fucking crap.  I have to have some order here.  So the order is Kara?

I guess I have to straighten out something about Saint Germain.  And then I have to get clear what I’m doing here.  I start contacting Kara and then my awareness of Sandra gets stronger.  What if the Occult Bookstore crowd put black magic on me?  One of the illusions is of movement.  All right now, I’ve got to do something with this.  Martin Landau.  I wish I knew the fucking purpose.  The purpose is discovery!  Shouts whatsisface.  Where is the target in all this vagueness?  Juliet?