Deeper in the night

They were all together.  “Man, this is exhausting.”

“We have to clear this out,” said Carl.  “It will change.”

“I hate boredom.  Juliet Landau is watching me.  Of course everyone is watching everyone, but I have a task. I am a psychic.  I am approaching the infinity of Buffy.”

“I can’t believe you said that,” said Beth.  Outside, the wind howled.

“It’s just that something’s cracked and broken in my mind.”

“Well, what am I supposed to do about it?  We have to go deeper into the night.”  The wheels were spinning in his mind.  “We have to kill the enemy.”

“Well, let’s go find him,” said Beth.  So they were out the door and down the street, looking for a man of evil, knowing that Zane was ready for anything.

“Buffy, I love you,” said Giles.  “I will be by your side forever.”  But it was only causing her turmoil because she knew he would never love her the way she needed to be loved.

“Well, fuck it, we need to know what we’re going to do, anyway.  We can’t wind beack the clock, but we can do something about the memory gaps.”

“It’s changing him too dramatically.  That’s why he does this and does that.”

“There’s some kind of compression, and it’s getting better and better in that direction.”  The scenes of the past were beginning to become real to him.  Hopefully there would be some other energy and things would feel better, but I read for this guy an hour and a half last night and it went extremely well.  I heard Humberto talking about me, but I don’t think it matters too much.  The spirit world is going to be there for me and with me so I need to make adjustments to that.

“I love you, Jason,” said Willow.  “We’ll be able to get a handle on these experiences.”

“But we have to find the villain,” Giles reminded them.  “I think it has something to do with suffering, but how would I know?  My depictions are based upon something else.”  So what happens to the junkies?  It doesn’t matter.  I just wanted to do the forgiveness thing, and now to some extent I’m involved in this other silliness as well.

Ho hum.  At least we’re all together.  That was important to me, not knowing how to belong to anything.  But then the white light came down, and the strange, distorting energy.  He could see other lights making themselves known as well.  Well, what are they all going to do, I wonder?  The point was that he was in the midst of a difference and he couldn’t tell anyone what it was.  However, he could do something darker.  Then the energy swept down deeply.

“We have to find a new language,” he said, “Or do we?  Maybe it’s Juliet Landau.  Maybe I’m supposed to talk to her.”  All he could hear was “Kiss on My List.”

Oh, and there’s stern, ugly Nancy who thinks she’s going to bark her little bark now.

Aspects 2-16-2017

Today was much better and went according to aspects as usual.  Mercury sextile Mars was fun but I don’t remember much.  I was catching up on work.  Since I work with computers, maybe that was the aspect.

The reading I had rescheduled from yesterday went really great.  I have a lot to think about.  It was very exciting and the Moon inconjunct Venus passed by.  I recall that it started out as a bit of a challenge to read this person, but by the end it was very exciting.  My client has run several businesses and I know his urging to put up my website was synchronous, so I’m going to try to do that this weekend.  Meanwhile I went to Brian’s astrology salon afterwards and the Moon/Neptune trine approaching did not let me down.  I had very amazing insights into astrological processes in the participants’ auras.  Every Neptune aspect since I’ve been recording them has been this dramatic for me and tonight Brian pointed out that since my rising sign is Pisces, Neptune is considered to rule my chart, which is certainly an important new insight. 

So here comes a big weekend for me.  I’m planning to put up my website, or a website, and I’m going to see “Cool Hand Luke” on Saturday.

Moon square Mercury in the morning might be interesting. Maybe I’ll do something unusual and just work, not daydream about the cosmos or anything.  Or it could be the opposite effect, like a full moon, because the Moon is sextiling Pluto in the afternoon and I think this relates to my website.  Then it goes void of course until the next day, so I won’t be worrying about my site tomorrow.

Weekend begins with Moon inconjunct Venus in the evening.  I’ll probably be watching Buffy.  But then semisextile Jupiter later on.  I may be in bed though.  Probably also during the semisextile of Saturn around 4:50 am, and the Sun entering Pisces. 

“Cool Hand Luke” should be over by the time the Moon squares the Sun, but the Sun may be entering Sagittarius during that time.  This will be interesting.  I wonder if Kara will make an appearance.

I’ve always wanted to see this movie, for years and years.  Seeing it now, during the Jupiter retrograde when I’m watching Buffy TVS, which I’ve also wanted to see for years, is giving me a strong sense of completion, of finally being able to do what I’m supposed to do in this world. 

A Mercury semisextile with Pluto later that night could probably relate to my website so my goal is to work on it Saturday afternoon.

Then Sunday should be more interesting with the Moon trining Venus in the morning and then squaring Neptune which should be fun.  I love Neptune aspects!  I crave them!  Then the rest of the night will tend toward a tasty Moon trine with Mars so I expect to be getting things done.

This is the first time I’ve tried to “predict” 3 days ahead, it’s not very detailed but it’s a start as I am getting more comfortable with following these cycles.  I’m looking forward to getting out of Aquarius and into Pisces, although I must admit since Sarah Michelle Gellar has Aquarius rising I’m forgiving the sign somewhat.

And Mercury is still in Aquarius until next week, which I have found reasonable but a little boring.  I’m hoping Pisces will be ecstatic and weird.  I have a few Buffy video mash-ups planned.  Maybe that will be the time to post them.  I’ll have to look into the astrology of Buffy, i.e. what is the sign of the character and all that stuff.