The Dirty Gang #4

John was working away at the door and at last with a wrenching shriek of metal he flung it open — and a breeze so hard it was almost a wind blew their torches out.  Theybha screamed and Jason put his arms around her.

“Damn!” said John, jumping back a foot, holding up his doused torch defensively, but nothing came forth from the darkness but the strong breeze.

“Oh, crap, what are we going to do here in the dark?” asked They.

“I hear water running in here.” said John, feeling his way into the room.  “It’s not that big.”

“Watch out for spiders!”

“You know what?  I need a rest.” said Jason, deciding to sit down where he was.  Thay sat down beside him and snuggled under his arm.  “We’ll see the torches when those two catch up with us.”

“I’m tired too,” said Beth, closing her eyes.  “It’s got to be after midnight.  We should just sleep.”

“There was some stuff back in the storerooms.” said John from inside the room.  “And there’s a stream running in here!  You can drink from it.”

“Well, thank god for that,” said Beth, dreamily.

“This is overwhelming.” said Jason.  “Nothing ever happens to us and then suddenly this.  It’s crazy, it’s just like a story or something.”

“Mmm.  We’re going to be rich.” said Beth happily.

John returned and sat down beside them.  “Yeah, even if the grownups find this and take it over, we can get a ton of that stuff from the storerooms out of here before they do.  I guess we could sell some of it in Verbobonc, but I want to see if we can get horses or something, go even farther.  I want to see the Kingdom of Furyondy, and Newhon.”

“Well I never believed Newhon was anything but a legend but at least you’ll get to find out.” said Beth.

“It’s amazing how it can all change in a day.” said John.

“We deserve it, for putting up with this crummy town our whole lives.”  said Beth.

“But we’ll share it all, five equal parts.”

“Of course,” said Jason.  “All for one and one for all.  Just like the stories.”

“I know I feel that way.  I shouldn’t have to say it but it’s a big change.  We’ll have to make decisions, decide who gets what and where we’re going to go.”

“I want to stay together.” said Beth. “I don’t trust you not to get killed, anyway.”

“Me or Jason?” asked John.

“Either of you, but mostly you.” replied Beth.

“It would be stupid to separate now,” said Jason.  “I mean, I’ve thought about striking out on my own, but we found all this money together and why would I want to go off and find some other people to be around.”

“You’re right,” said John.  “It’s best really, to stay together.  But I really really want to see the world, you know?”

“All in good time, my friend,” said Jason.

“And we are friends,” said John, “Friends to the end.”

Aspects 2-8-2017

My astrological expectations for today were fulfilled so spectacularly that I have to wonder if this isn’t just a self-fulfilling prophecy.  If not, all this raises the age-old question of predestination, and how healthy it is to be involved with astrology, i.e. can it sap your free will to know things like this happen?  Ether way, I’m continuing with it, though.

Basically it was all conflict, with the Moon opposing Pluto & inconjuncting the Sun, then squaring Uranus and Jupiter – the crummiest day for aspects since I started keeping track.  I was wondering what to expect, hoping not to make it worse than it had to be with a bad attitude, but then in the morning I started getting messed-up requests with typos in them, things about bad bookkeeping that were annoying and took forever to resolve.  The day plodded along with all these dopey obstacles piling up and it became clear that my predictions were unfortunately accurate.  Still, I ticked off the negative aspects one by one as they climaxed until about two hours before the last one, Moon squaring Jupiter right when I got off work.  At that point I made a dumb mistake and had to have a very embarrassing conversation with my boss about a screw-up that happened last December.  It was like a petty nightmare come true.  I say petty because it wasn’t a huge disaster but it just reminded me how much I hate working for someone else – and it was just appropriate for Moon squaring Jupiter. 

So I was fearing that today would suck and in fact it did.  And Moon inconjunct Sun made me feel like I don’t belong here and Moon squaring Uranus made me not give a damn that I don’t belong here.

Fortunately, tomorrow looks better.  I actually rescheduled an inconvenient errand for today instead of Thursday just to get it out of the way so I can have as much fun as possible tomorrow.  So this is like I’m cooperating with the heavens – since the signs say today is supposed to suck I’m just loading it up with chores, etc.

It’s interesting that Mercury is in Aquarius now; initially it felt less forceful than Mercury in Capricorn, but now here I am recording one of my most accurate astrological predictions.  This is actually an important milestone, even though the Aquarian energy still makes me feel very washed out, like I’m nobody.  Even though the unpleasantness of the day was apparently inevitable, I managed to observe it in detail and I think I can work with it to get on top of it for next time.  So this is actually cool.  It’s also cool to see how other peoples’ actions were influenced by these same aspects.  I can see there’s a lot of depth to explore in these situations.

Moon inconjuncts Saturn in about an hour but I don’t care because I’m not at work and I can’t just lie here and daydream, or better yet I’ll be watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer while I run, probably. 

Meanwhile, as crummy as today is, let’s see if my predictions for a brighter tomorrow come true.

First of all, moon will be in Leo.  I have to watch closely to see if this influences my writing.  Gemini sucks for writing, Cancer is just okay, comfortable but a little hollow-feeling.  Maybe Leo will be like Aquarius or Scorpio.

In other matters I’ve identified the arc of Leo through Scorpio as my peak – things should be pretty good while these signs are active.  Aquarius is actually the worst for me.  Aquarius through Gemini, I think.  So I’m hoping everything turns around when I wake up tomorrow.

Moon opposes Mercury in the morning, but that could be fun the way Moon opposing the Sun is – I’ll have to watch.

Then the Moon goes on to trine Venus and Mars and sextile Uranus.  This could be freaking awesome – I could build a lot of momentum for the weekend when I have three different gatherings with psychics and shamans to deal with.  It’s going to be an exciting few days.  What should be especially interesting tomorrow is the contrast with today.  After a crummy day which I basically predicted based on aspects, if I have a totally different day also predicted by aspects, that will be quite a validation.

And then there will be Moon inconjunct Neptune around bedtime.  Inconjuncts aren’t great, but I love Neptune aspects anyway and that could be a really nice way to end the evening and get ready for the weekend.

So here we are in the void of course, and I’m learning quite a bit even though it’s not as much fun as it could be.  At least there’s always Buffy.