10:17 PM 4/18/2017  I did my taxes with 3 hours to spare.  I should even have a refund coming.

Buffynicity #1 is really an Easter Egg.  Yesterday was an episode with an “alternate reality” created by Jonathan.  Everyone was talking about possible alternate realities, the joke being no one remembered the one created by Anya.  Then they mentioned that in this alternate reality Jonathan had starred in “The Matrix” and as I pointed out when I watched that earlier episode, it was like some eerie precursor of “The Matrix” with black leather and slow motion and everything. 

Buffynicity #2 is an old one, and I’ve forgotten most of it but last week I was reading about Enochian magic and one passage mentioned the number 42, and then that number was mentioned later that night in the episode I watched.  I record it because in the last few days I’ve been forgetting Buffynicities more and more.  My mind is full of channeling and other things, but I want to catch whatever I can.

Buffynicity #3 was my channeling class with Sharyl last night coinciding with the “body-swapping” episode – Faith and Buffy switching places, which is similar to channeling.

Buffynicity #4 I was spontaneously looking up the band “Veruca Salt” on the web today, harkening back to Willy Wonka last Saturday, and then tonight Oz came back, having left after he got seduced by a werewolf named Veruca.

Buffynicity #5 There’s a “Scott Evil” action figure at Quake Toys that I’ve been thinking about buying for weeks. Scott Evil is a character from the Austin Powers movies played by Seth Green, who also plays Oz.  Just yesterday I broke down and decided to buy it even though I don’t give a damn about the Austin Powers franchise – and then tonight Oz came back. 

Buffynicity #6 Adam continues to remind me of myself. His messianic preaching about purpose is reminding me of my channeling experiences. 

Buffynicity #7 I’ve been listening to the Judas Priest song “United” quite a bit today, and tonight there was a vampire and a demon caught cooperating and they were talking about how Adam was uniting the monsters.

Buffynicity #8 Sharyl is still talking about “service”, and I’m trying to figure it out.  They mentioned it in a recent Buffy episode but I’m rocking the Judas Priest too loud right now to remember.

10:37 PM 4/18/2017 Speaking of which, I’m really getting into Judas Priest, and a bit of time travel, daydreaming about this metal band playing all those years I ignored them, and all the people who listened to them, and what it meant that that musical movement was going on parallel to my life.  A lot of it is giving me ideas for the soundtrack to my own fantasy novel.

So this extended voyage through Buffy the Vampire Slayer is reengaging me with entertainment.  My discovery of Motorhead and Metal comes from this, and also the emotional catharsis I experienced with the movie “Logan”.  I have dozens of new albums on my iPod, and here comes C2E2 this weekend.  This is a very healthy development as I find the more new entertainment I engage with, the more the continuous daydream I’ve been wandering in since 1990 collapses and the clearer the spirit world beyond it becomes.

Furthermore, I am doing full voice channeling with Sharyl and this new depth of trance is affecting my blog.  I have a new sense of the possibilities of what I’m writing even as I’ve stopped worrying about how anyone will perceive it.

As for transits, I had a major insight this morning during the runup to the Moon conjuncting Pluto.  I have a particular dystopian fantasy about the “spiritual hierarchy” of Western Occultism that plays over and over in my mind.  Today it became so clear that I was able to write down a lot of it and finally articulate a lot of the philosopical issues invoved – even to the point of breakthrough in understanding that a lot of my fantasies are because of philosophical arguments I can’t articulate.  Now I know what to focus on to resolve them.

This came before a Pluto transit, and I was remembering a similar clarity I had last Thursday morning, before a similar transit.  I recognized the “feel” of these transits and this also helps me understand “where” these issues are in my mind, the type of emotional frequency that Pluto governs.  I’m further validated in this by the knowledge that Pluto is going retrograde in two days.  This is is spectacular because it shows I’m developing an intuitive sense of planetary energies, and it’s also my reward for studying retrogrades.  I know that following Jupiter, Venus, Saturn, and now Mercury has brought me to a much more refined sense of what’s going on. 

I’m certainly feeling the effects of Venus going direct, much more able to decide what I want, much more comfortable with channeling, feeling much more connected to the inner planes. 

So here comes the Sun’s ingress into Taurus.  Mercury is going backwards into Aries, Mars is going into Gemini and Pluto is going retrograde.  And I’m listening to Judas Priest, Motorhead, and Iron Maiden, and also some Buck Cherry.

I’m going to learn a lot about Pluto, the force of sex and violence that shapes society – a force I’ve been repressing for a long time but which I’m now going to work with with the help of my angels.  Mercury going back to Aries is a chance to start over, just as Venus is moving back toward that sign. 

What is Mars in Gemini?  Will I be writing more?  I can feel my focus on writing increasing as I am now comfortable identifying myself as “a channel” ***

Other things are happening as well, I’m able to put together the big pieces of the puzzle of the various systems of thought I work with – SRCM, Western Occultism, Shamanism, etc.  That’s one reason I’m listening to “United” so often, I’m finally getting united.

Thankfully moon in Capricorn will be over when I wake up in the morning.  Aquarius is bad too, but at least it’s getting over with and there are a lot of interesting changes coming.  The Moon squaring Mercury in the morning should be fun because I’ve gotten my taxes out of the way and I can get my thoughts organized for C2E2.  Also the author of “13 Reasons Why” will be at the Schaumburg Library Tomorrow and even though it will be a hassle as tickets are first-come-first-serve, there’s a chance I’ll get to see him, and this would give some special significance to the Sun conjunct Mercury late that night.

Thursday my mini-vacatiion for C2E2 begins and I’m excited because Mercury going back to Aries and Pluto going retograde promise for some fiery Martian revelations.

Angels are showing me more and more how to put my feelings together with the things I’m saying.