10:21 PM 5/1/2017  I’m very tired but I’m fighting the Mercury retrograde and insisting on catching up with my blog.  When the retrograde started I was still blogging regularly, but as it progressed I began skipping days and so I wonder if the retrograde has a cumulative effect, and now I’m also wondering if this effect is slowing down since Mercury goes direct on Wednesday.

Once again I’m skipping my notes so I can just keep up with the transits.

Buffynicity #1: A few weeks ago I sent John and some others a link to free Babylon 5 episodes on the web.  I think it came from J. Michael Stracynski’s (sp?) Twitter feed.  Then I saw Lana Wachowski and Daryl Hannah at a preview of Sense8, which is co-produced by JMS.  Now I find that John is watching the show, thanks to the link I sent, and just a couple of days ago one of the characters on Buffy mentioned the show by name, although I’ve since forgotten who or when.  However John keeps referring to it so it’s like the cosmos is reminding me of this.

Buffynicity #2:  I mentioned the “double Xander” episode was relevant, and then tonight at Sharyl’s class a “dark entity” made its presence known and we were discussing it in depth.  It really feels a major part of that battle is won. 

Buffynicity #3:  Riley was sick but he didn’t want to let the military send him to a doctor, becuase they’re the ones who messed him up in the first place, and this is also some of the conflict I’m having recently, with all my opportunities to attain occult liberation I am still pissed off at all the failed occult schools that seem to have messed up my life in the first place.

Buffynicity #4: Dawn is the new character on the show, and during the weekend of C2E2 I dug my old Dawn t-shirt out of storage and I was thinking about wearing it.

Buffynicity #5:  This is actually the most directly telepathic.  Years ago, back in 1999 or 2000, when I was first “seeing” one of my angels, I met a witch with the magical name “Dragonstar” and I began seeing my angel as a “Stardragon”, a golden sphere of light.  I was thinking about this during last night’s circle for the first time in years.  Then in tonight’s episode Buffy discovers a golden sphere of light which resembles that Stardragon very closely.  I’m sure it was precognitive telepathy.

Now, as for aspects,  I went to meditate in the morning and then took a nap.  I woke up just after the Moon sextiled the Sun and went to run.  I was finishing just as Saturn squared Chiron and this was appropriate because I was pressed for time.  I had a one-on-one session scheduled for just before John’s circle and I felt compelled to race down to Edgewater to pick up comics.  As it turned out Nick texted me to remind me I’d wanted to meet even earlier than I remembered, so I had to race home.  I’ve been noticing that Saturn transits are often directly related to being rushed or having to take measures to save time.

The Moon trined Neptune as I was seeing the “Stardragon” and having an amazing experience with the crowd. 

Then as the Moon squared Jupiter at 10:23 the circle was over and I was rushing to get work done before Monday morning – cleaning the bathroom sink, doing laundry, etc.  It seems Jupiter represents somewhat the orderly conduct of my household affairs, as well as the higher principles of justice, etc.

I woke up around 2:30, a few hours before the Moon opposition with Pluto, but I think still related to that.  It was nice to be drifting in an out of consciousness without a rush.  With Moon squaring Mercury and Uranus in the afternoon, I was trying to catch up with the work one of my co-workers left for me, as she called in sick, and also compiling a new playlist for my fantasy series.  It was actually a step forward as I began classifying my music playlists by “feel”. 

I was running while the Moon inconjuncted Saturn and trined Chiron, noticing the “Stardragon” Buffynicity and also feeling pretty good about losing weight.  Buffy was making me very happy and I was looking forward to Sharyl’s class. 

The Moon entered Leo while I was in the class and it was very appropriate to begin my peak lunar season at that time because I did the most dramatic full-voice channeling of Kara I’ve ever done. She spoke at great length and very naturally, and showed us quite a bit.  Sharyl also helped me with the dark presence that’s been plaguing me for years.  I could see the “spirit light” I’ve always associated with Sharyl, but now I can see it on my own and I definitely can say now that I am a channel, myself.  I got a ton of new information to process and I am going to process it now as I go to sleep. 

And so I’m caught up with transits again, and hopefully when the retrograde on Wednesday I’ll be able to move ahead. 

And I have one-on ones this week so I’ll be doing more full voice channeling.