7:40 PM 5/2/2017  The Moon entered Leo at 8:12, while I was in Sharyl’s class, and it was pretty amazing to get all that information and to do full voice channeling of Kara in such an intense way.  She really came through with crystal clarity.  Then home and bed and up for work and first thing was a big crisis where some work hadn’t been done and four people contacted me to know why, and the reason was all the travelling I’ve been doing – something was a little messed up last week and because people in my department are travelling every week now it didn’t get dealt with fast enough.  It was relatively minor but because the project manager didn’t know anything about who to contact he contacted the head of my division.  I felt that overwhelming sense of powerlessness you get with corporations and I was totally willing to quit my job at that point rather than deal with the emptiness of the relationships there.  But that was a good feeling of freedom.  It was really a big change.  I am actually learning to deal with all the power-based relationships there, although I find them annoying and I resent the United States very much for being such a corporate waste land.

I actually got a lot of work done today, and part of it was the momentum of the powerful experience I had last night.  So the Moon sextiling Mars at 12:47 felt like I had momentum, like I was going to cut through B.S. and no longer have to worry about a lot of things.  ***  Big things are moving around on the inner planes.  They’re confusing but dramas of my past are definitely ending. 

I’m torn now between reporting the mental chaos I went through, trying to trace the transformations that occurred, or just responding to the energy that’s coming down now.  I’m attuning to it, getting used to the idea of channeling on/for the web.  What seemed chaotic and crazy today now seems kind of fun in recollection.  I’m a little anxious because Sharyl said she was going to call but I also want to run, and I’m waiting to see what happens, but this is good because usually I have to be totally uninvolved with life and “drifting” before I can channel but now I’m under a little pressure and I can feel Kara very distinctly.  Last night she said she was very impatient with me because I insist on thinking I can save the world. 

So now I’m just enjoying the channeling state with no pressure, not even trying to come up with anything to say about world affairs or anything.  I notice there’s another Pluto aspect tomorrow.  Pluto transits seem to come up when I work downtown.  That’s synchronicitous because I wouldn’t be there on a Wednesday except for an event I had to schedule in a rush today.  Mercury goes direct at 11:33.  It seems fitting. 

I have a one-on-one session at 6, and during that time the Moon will trine Mercury, which is exciting.  Then later the Sun will sextile Neptune.  Then the Moon trines Uranus.  It’s going to be a big evening.  I bet Kara will have a lot to say.  Then the Moon trining Saturn and inconjunct Chiron. 

10:13 PM 5/2/2017  Then I went to run and I got some good Buffynicities. 

Buffynicity #1: I just saw Claire Kramer at C2E2 9 days ago, and now the Glory storyline has begun.  Furthermore, she reminds me a lot of Kara, who I just had a breakthrough with last night in channeling.

Buffynicity #2: Glory blasted this guy with white light, straight into his head, and I just last night got deep into trance and was shown to visualize a column of light in order to channel.  This light has been very bright all day, and is one of the biggest distinctions of this recent revelation, so seeing just such a light is very profound.

Buffynicity #3: With the revelation last night of scenes from past lives, the idea of Dawn’s false memories is very resonant, and also the idea of her being a “key” made of energy.

Buffynicity #4: Yesterday I was writing about the Star Dragon, and today it turns out the golden sphere is a “Sphere of Dagon”, which is a protective device.  It’s probably even possible that this episode had run by the time I was imagining that.

Buffynicity #5: Along with “Glory” who resembles Kara, there was an appearance by a vampire named “Sandy” – another name I’ve used in the past.

Buffynicity #6: Tara has something big coming up on her 20th birthday, and I’ve always remembered my 20th birthday as a psychic event, when I felt some kind of energy come over me and I was changed into a different person somehow.

Buffynicity #7: When I saw Glory I was thinking she was Kara, and that made me remember Cordelia because Kara was pointing out some things about her.  Then someone on the show actually said that Glory was a lot like Cordelia.

So here we are, back to channeling again.  I’ve definitely crossed a boundary into seeing other worlds with regularity.  Kara wants to get me to go deeper with this, and I suppose I shall. 

Enough for tonight, I’m going to bed.