10:45 PM 5/3/2017  It was a very exciting day filled with deep insights, and in this post I am going to get into specifics about a particular psychic state I found myself in.  But first, the only major Buffynicity I recall was that I added a Billy Idol album to my iPod on the 29th and tonight there was a flashback to 1977 with Spike looking just like Billy Idol.  Also I unpacked my Angelus figure this past weekend and Angelus was in this episode, although that might not be such a spectacular coincidence.  I was really happy to see Dru again, and oddly enough I was just thinking of that particular spelling of her name, “Dru” right before I saw her, so that does count as a minor telepathy. 

Another one is that Lin was in the hospital for about 20 days, she just came back this morning, and Buffy’s mother has been sick for two or three episodes.

I woke up early in the morning, around the time the Moon sextiled Jupiter, which was interesting.  It seems that planetary aspects are waking me up more often.  I was at work when the Moon inconjuncted Pluto, feeling pretty together, still mulling over my intensive with Sharyl.  I have a massive shift to make to assimilate all the information I got from that one night, and there are still a few weeks to go in John’s intensive.

Now that it’s May I have started counting down to Wizard World, as well.  It’s so interesting how my relationship to time is telescoping – the cycle of the weeks going by is becoming very familiar and the upcoming Wizard Con seems less like an event in time and more like an interior ritual.  When I first started going I would let my senses, my focus get lost in the crowds and the merchandise, but now I’m so used to the whole scene that I can focus on telepathy and listening to music.  It’s very nice. 

Mercury inconjunct Pluto, I was getting a better sense of myself as a working man.  My issues with authority are getting better, I have a better sense of where I belong in the world and I feel more in control.  The spirit presences are allowing me to move into a frame of reference where I can take myself more seriously – I don’t mind so much that the United States is a pathetic joke of a nation because I can sense a deeper world which is genuinely meaningful. 

I was looking up Claire Kramer on the web.  Just now, as I am writing this at 11:05 PM 5/3/2017, I heard someone singing “Happy Birthday”. 

Mercury went direct at 11:33 and I was indeed starting to make headway on a project that’s been bogging me down for at least two weeks.  I just noticed this as I wrote it down, once again showing the importance of blogging.  I’m also feeling the ability to be direct with my own emotions again.  That retrograde was much more draining than I had noticed. 

7:13 PM 5/4/2017  I fell asleep yesterday without finishing this.  I’m going to finish it today though, but first I’m posting what I had.