12:13 PM 5/28/2017  My blogging should take a quantum leap now as I am starting to reread old entries.  This feels like the place where things really turn a corner in a number of ways. 

Mercury inconjuncted Jupiter yesterday afternoon and what I was experiencing seemed to fit because I’d wanted to go to King Spa in the morning but instead I wound up receiving telestic messages and struggling to get a handle on my own mind.  I want to thank Dave Mustaine for giving me the word “telestic”, by the way, in the lyrics to his song “Vortex”.  Now I have a new synchronicity to think about because lately I have been concerned with the moon Telesto, named after the daughter of Tethys.

But the angels were coming down hard like rain all morning and I was very grateful to have my mind bathed in their shimmering, incandescent light but at the same time I wasn’t getting much done.

Here’s another corner getting turned: I have had a specific problem with being overwhelmed by imaginal states, a feeling of expansion that comes over me and makes me feel like I can do anything in the world, and yet which continually distracts me from my life, keeps me from getting things done.  And yet over the last couple of months I have managed to evolve this state by means of ritual magic to bring it into a manageable form.  Flickering images of the forces I have felt pass before my eyes, simultaneously occupying a reality in another dimension.

Eventually I managed to run and then get to King Spa.  It was a powerful experience.  I discovered that place last fall, around the time of John’s last intensive, and it was overwhelmingly powerful, even disorienting, taking me into magical states I’d never before known.  I haven’t been in a few months but this time I found I was more familiar with the energies involved, and I can learn to exist in the heightened state of awareness they represented.

I managed to do two sessions in the Sudatorium, the hottest sauna, one for 6 minutes and one for 8.  My goal is to stay longer each time.  I’ve already bought another ticket and I’ll go again soon, although first I have to try to see Whistler’s mother in the next couple of weeks.

I didn’t realize it at the time but Mercury was sextiling Neptune when I got out of the spa and went shopping.  That would certainly account for the blissful immersion in higher dimensions which I was feeling.  I had the sense of having spent years away from reality.  The trance space from which I’m blogging has changed as well.  I’m looking forward to reviewing my old entries and focusing my range of expression so I can communicate something real.

At the store I was disappointed to see a cover story in “In Touch” saying Angelina Jolie is already engaged to someone else.  Damn!  I wanted her.

I got home around the time the Moon was squaring Saturn, and that was timely because I was feeling frustrated to be going to bed so late.  I found my copy of “Burning Out the Inside” by the Dashboard Prophets had been delivered.  On the whole, it was a Saturday well spent.  Especially because now I have made an important advancement. Before now I would “feel” presences and then write about the feelings.  It was frustrating because I never had anything to say but basically “wow, this feels real”.  Now however I have a visual-energetic perception of my angels that is stable in another dimension.  I believe that I am perceiving the world where they are and the “feelings” that had seemed interior and subjective are now related to a semi-transparent energy perception that seems to be stable and three dimensional and extend beyond the limits of my aura – so I can stop dwelling on it every time I feel it, and move on to more relevant topics for my blog.

The Moon is opposing Pluto in a little more than an hour.  I believe this is pulling me into more relatedness with humanity.  I have Pluto in Virgo in the 7th house.

I am beginning to catch up with myself in time.  My cycles are are becoming familiar.  For instance after blogging about transits for months I’m used to them and no longer hope for the world to stop at each one.  The same is true of comic conventions.  C2E2 was very dramatic for me, but it also went by very smoothly.  Conventions no longer feel like scary voyages into the unkown wilderness.  I belong at them, I get along fine.  I do have ever more powerful telepathic experiences at them but they are not chaotic now.

I’m going to make predictions for this evening.  I’ll probably be running when the Moon squares Venus, but I’ll pay attention to see what happens.

But then tonight there could be some fun craziness after the circle with the Moon inconjunct Saturn, Mars opposing Saturn, and Moon squaring Uranus on a night when I don’t have to go to work in the morning.  I’ll try to make it happen.

9:04 PM 5/29/2017  I never did get back to writing that night, but I got drunk and had a pretty good time.  I slept in all day and missed my workout because the club closed early for the holiday, and now I’m having a really good experience with my guardians.  I think I’m calling them guardians tonight because I get sick of calling them angels.  Also I want to shut this world further out.  I’m feeling very content.  I’m beginning the project now of actually rereading my entire astrology blog from the beginning.  This should give me the perspective I need to deepen my style. 

3:33 AM 5/30/2017  Oops, I fell asleep, I’ll have to move on to the next entry.