10:19 PM 7/30/2017

I’ve decided to stick with the title “The Buffy Diaries” all the way through Firefly and Angel, at least.  I started Firefly yesterday.

Buffynicity #1:  When I was going through my toy collection earlier this week, I found a couple of long-missing “crates” for my Dagobah playset.  They looked just like the crates the crew of the Firefly was hauling in the first episode.

Buffynicity #2:  There’s a character named Simon on the show and I just sent an e-mail to a guy named Simon earlier this week who has a similarly ambiguous, though ultimately positive role in my life. 
Aspects:

Friday the Moon inconjunct Neptune was pretty fun. I was continuing to listen to Nine Inch Nails and enjoying being caught up with work.  I bought my ticket for the Wizard World convention. 

Moon conjunct Jupiter – as I predicted, I was selling toys and getting some money for my Riotfest ticket.  I was also picking up comics, etc.  Just to reinforce the “cookie dough” Buffynicity from the final episode I got a cookie dough blizzard at Dairy Queen.  My angels were very close – so close that I’m saying less about the experience of them than I have in the past because we’re reorganizing things.  The end of Buffy was the end of a deep magical working and I am now on to the next one.  I’ll be taking clients soon, they tell me.

I was on the way home when the Moon squared Pluto, listening to more NIN than ever.  I’m feeling more confident in my role in this world, but I’m still searching for exactly the point of view to express about it. 

I got home and meditated and started cleaning, doing enormous amounts of throwing-away of useless crap.  I think I stayed up until 2 am doing that.  It’s really a huge step forward in being master of my own daily life. 

In the morning I meditated and then spent the rest of the day cleaning.  The Moon trining Venus was bringing a deep sense of connection with higher worlds and this was related to all the things I was getting rid of, all the clutter and waste getting out of my life at last.  The Moon inconjunct Chiron also contributed.  My visions of the past were shifting – the continuous stream of visual images which has distracted me for years is focusing down to a controllable field of information.  I’m doing more and more visualization.  I’m able to see and sense the spirit world with increasing clarity that is very emotionally satisfying – I’ve crossed the distance between here and there.  This was related to the Moon conjuncting Uranus in the sense that finally cleaning my bedroom is such a major change in my life – in addition the “huge” piles of backlogged paperwork I have lying around are turning out to be not that complex at all.  It was much easier to organize most of this stuff than I thought.

Also I finally started taking some of the many pictures from magazines I’ve been saving for years and putting them into “magical” posters.  They unleashed a creepy power to that I’m now using.  Included with this was the “return” of Tara-Jennifer appearing as Amber Benson – I found some pictures I collected back when the first wave of her hit, right before Tara got shot.  She took a back seat for a while as season 7 progressed but now she has returned and I’ll be doing more with “Amber” in the near future.

The Moon was VOC for a while.  I ran and watched the first episode of Firefly, which was very cool.  Then I went to a ritual and got there just after the Moon entered Scorpio.  The energy was very focused.  I came home and went to sleep.

I woke up early in the morning.  I cleaned a bit more and went to meditate, starting as the Moon squared Mars.  It was a very clarifying session, bringing a lot of answers about the various machiavellian hierarchy games that spritual teachers play.  Also I made a new Facebook friend.

I was shopping when the Moon squared the Sun, feeling pretty upbeat, happy to be saving money by not buying Monster Energy Drinks or sodas.  There were some very detailed perceptions of the angelic realm which were very clear but once again I question the validity of writing about them.  What exactly is useful or important about these perceptions I had, and what is secret?  There’s a new revelation coming, I can feel it.

I took a nap and went to Edgewater, then ran and watched episode 2 of Firefly.  I like this show a lot.

And finally the Moon trined Neptune while I was writing this.  My circle was very powerful, and I had a lot of good spirit connection and talked about it with the group in a very articulat way, for which I got congratulated.  I received telepathic impressions which were validated by those I shared them with.  Everyone was talking about “Simple Gifts”, the song by Aaron Copeland.

I’m too tired now to think about how I should write about these things.  I’m just doing the work of recording it.

Tomorrow morning the Moon sextiles Pluto and then goes VOC for the whole day.  I should be getting good information about what I experienced tonight, as we were talking about Pluto retrograde. 

Venus entering my natal Cancer at 9:54 will bring some kind of vision, I’m sure.  I think this is related to the clarit with which I’m perceiving higher dimensions, like I’m finally going home.