A pretty crazy day.  During the workday Mercury semisextiled Neptune, then the Moon inconjuncted Neptune, then the Moon trined Mercury and opposed Mars.  This translated into a kind of nervous energy during which I got some important things done but basically could not concentrate.  I spent a lot of time looking for things I’d lost, clipboards and keys and things like that.  However Neptune came through for me and I had amazing perceptions of the angelic kingdom.

My emotional world is coming into focus, and I attribute this to Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  Although there have been some strands of entertainment I’ve followed over the years, I haven’t been genuinely excited about anything on video since the first two Twilight movies (the last three sucked ass and killed everything for me).  Some of the Marvel superhero movies have been intense, but this is different.  I am actually living in Buffy time part of my days.  Some of it I’m sure is a result of Kara redirecting my energies, and some of it is a kind of healing of the bizarre psychic journey I’ve been on for the last 20 years – the show started right around the time I had my Saturn return and dropped out of ordinary life completely, immersing myself in Shamanism and my imaginary friends.

So I spent all day trying to organize my mind, thinking about making Buffy mashups – I even downloaded a video editor.  That must have been the Mercury influence.

Kara has been extremely active and the emotional significance of my life is changing dramatically.  I feel as though I’m coming back to life, although it’s a magical, occult life that has very little to do with the day-to-day world of the country around me.

Tomorrow the Moon opposes Uranus and then conjuncts Jupiter.  It will be interesting to see what this feels like. 

After work the moon sextiles Saturn and trines the sun.  I’m especially looking forward to having the Moon in Scorpio again.  I love Scorpio.  So basically there should be some kind of crazy excitement in the morning and then smooth sailing all day.  I’m doing a reading tomorrow night, right after the Sun trine, in the middle of the void-of-course.  I wonder how clear Kara will be?  I’m very close now to launching my website.  John’s coming back from vacation in 2 weeks and there’ll be another intensive.  This is going to be fantastic!