11:03 PM 6/15/2017 Three days of blogging to catch up on because everything’s been so totally fucking crazy.  I’m trying to remember if there were any Buffynicities.  I have a bruise on my arm and a cut over my right eye that makes me think of the way Spike looked in tonight’s episode, but that’s all.

There was the issue of “making a wish in front of someone you don’t know” – which was how Dawn got everyone trapped in the house all night.  I think that relates to my wish for “bigger and badder buffynicities”.  Tuesday was pretty crazy as I recovered from my accident.  I’m wondering if I should go back and catalog all I’ve experienced, or try to recapture it.  I think I will.

So, starting with Tuesday, 9:08 AM Moon squaring Venus, 10:45 AM Mercury trining Jupiter, I was working downtown, which always makes me happy because I’m usually by myself and I can get stir-fry from the food court.  I was arranging things with insurance companies.  Everything went relatively smoothly.  I gave a statement over the phone and the insurance company said it was obvious that their driver was at fault.  I had to make several phone calls but it worked out much better and faster than I had expected and I was very happy at the prospect of getting enough money to pay for another car.  So all the calls and the money and legal issues working out were related to the Mercury-Jupiter trine, while the Moon squaring Venus was related to the intensity of visions I was receiving of Tara, who in only a few days has become a significant character in my life.  The Jupiter retrograde working is a complete success, Buffy the Vampire Slayer is now a fully functional astral egregore in my life which beings in higher worlds are using as a complex metaphor.  The characters are coming alive in my mind and I may wind up writing some kind of insane fanfic about them. 

In the evening the Moon trined Jupiter and Mercury, while Mercury squared Neptune.  This was taking place as I dealt emotionally with a really amazing experience.  During the day I had been very pleased by the ease with which the insurance company had arranged for me to pick up a car from “The Poetry Garage” – an actual parking garage in downtown Chicago, which anyone may look up on the web if he likes – I was very excited to be driving a 2017 Pacifica – for about fifteen minutes since it stalled out and died in the middle of traffic almost immediately.  It was fascinating to sit there in the middle of heavy urban traffic, feeling it ooze all around me, not caring at all because I was still loopy from the original accident 24 hours earlier.  I’m never going to be the same again.  Eventually I got out and sat on a ledge on the sidewalk, watching cars flow around.  If it was a test I passed it because I didn’t give a damn about anything. The tow truck came eventually and the driver wondered “What is going on with late model cars?”.  Apparently 2016 and 2017 cars are really bad – he’s seeing a lot of them break down.  bI wound up at Midway Airport, getting out of there with a smaller car, getting home late and not having the opportunity to run and watch Buffy.  But the square with Neptune was obviously being fulfilled with that exciting, perilous energy of a new experience, sitting by the roadside watching downtown Chicago deal with my dead car, feeling very pleased that it didn’t bother me at all to be disrupting traffic so badly.  Ironically, it made me feel a part of the world.  The Moon trining Jupiter and Mercury was the ease with which I dealt with the trouble, the fact that even though I had problems they got taken care of.  People honked at the incovenience but it wasn’t so bad.  The square with Neptune was all the psychic information I got while this strange experience was going on. 

But I didn’t blog.  I was too tired.  The next day I had a regular day at work.  I was and still am catching up, getting more focused.  The days are going by faster.  I listened to a lot of Four Star Mary and wondered about Amber Benson.  I have her book “Ghosts of Albion” and I looked at her picture on the cover, and thought about real ghosts hanging around TV shows and books.  She seems very interesting.  Tara is going to give me lots of answers about telepathy and entertainment as I delve into Amber’s books.  I’m trying to remember what I did after work as the Moon trined the Sun and sextiled Saturn.  Aha!  It’s funny that I forgot I went to see Thomas John at the Wilmette theater.  That was a spectacular experience with deep trances.  I got a lot of understanding of the spirit world.  I was actually sleeping while the Moon trined the Sun, and I did in fact feel rushed driving to the theater while the Moon sextiled Saturn – but I was only five minutes late taking my seat and they started just after I sat down so I didn’t miss anything.  The experience was deep and gave me quite a bit so I could see the influence of the Moon sextiling Uranus – the readings that Mr. John did, the entire atmosphere of the evening took me in new directions in my relationship to the spirit world.  I feel more confident than ever and I now believe I’m more than 80% of the way to being able to call myself “an intuitive”.

This morning I was probably asleep while the Moon entered Pisces and the Sun opposed Saturn. 

I had some important experiences today so “they” wand me to sleep on them before they do anything.  I’m going to post this and catch up with today later.