Alas, another day without Buffy, as it was Friday and I had Friday night things to do.  Is this a first since I started watching over a month ago?  However I put half down on a cute Willow action figure at Quake Toys. 

This morning Moon inconjunct Uranus and trine Chiron in the afternoon worked out much as expected.  I was very telepathic and I continued to listen to Motorhead and resolve very old emotional issues about rock music and past life karma.  I also listened to “Symphony of Destruction” by Megadeth.  I’m still struggling somewhat between two worlds, because the spirit world I see is very bright and clear, very three dimensional, but there’s still very little for me to say about it.  Kara was coming through loud and clear, resolving issues, and I still feel that I’m being haunted by Lemmy Kilmister.  Is it the actual guy? Or is it just the symbolism of his Saturn/Mars conjunct in the 7th house of relationships?  I don’t know but Lemmy is like Kara in that answers come through when he’s around.  I’m resolving quite a bit of ambiguity around music and the entertainment business so I would have to say he counts as a spirit guide for me.  And I love his music.  

I’m resolving a lot of the mental conflicts I have about occultism and psychology, about what power is and what obedience is supposed to be.  Lemmy is helping me tell the human race to go fuck itself.  There’s a whole lot of people on this planet I don’t need to be involved with and I should feel lucky I’ll never have to give a damn what anyone thinks. 

A presence swept through me then.  I saw a lot of images.

When the Sun squared Saturn and trined the Moon I was looking at action figures, specifically that cool Willow one and a couple of others who will make cool characters in the photo novels I’m writing.  There went another wave of energy, but maybe I’m just tired.  I bought a bunch of cool stuff and then I went to eat at Red Robin.  Lemmy was hanging out with me, showing me stuff about the entertainment business.  I took some notes.  

When I got home I swept the floor because one of my housemates wants to mop tomorrow.    I meditated and then the moon went into Sagittarius at 10 pm so I imagine I’ll feel bold and positive about it.

I’m soooo tired I’m going to bed almost immediately. 

Via con dios, world.