As Moon-Capricorn approached sextile with Chiron-Pisces I could feel myself shifting the way I saw the world, going more into higher worlds, telling lower ones to fuck off.  Right before the actual aspect there was a brief meeting with our new boss, who has been with the company 6 weeks after they humiliated the old boss by firing him after 20 years (this is not the same boss I wrote about a few weeks ago, it’s someone else).  He went over the employee satisfaction survey, which was unsurprisingly less positive than it has been in the past.  I was so bored and disappointed with corporate America but I couldn’t help but fling myself toward some kind of destiny as a channel.  I could never take that life seriously.

I forced myself to confront the darkness of this world. I am engaging with mass media, picking my way through it one step at a time. 

I’m too exhausted to write more today, despite my notes, so I’ll go straight to predictions (yesterday’s predictions for today were pretty good, by the way).

Moon sextilling Venus in the morning means probably more visions.  I’ll be by myself at a remote location, rocking out.  Moon squaring Mars while I’m on my way home means I’ll probably make up my mind about some things. 

Mercury squaring Pluto at 7:45 PM may be interesting.

And now I am too damn tired to care what I wrote.  I’ll make better progress tomorrow.

I tried to take detailed notes of what was going on today. 

Only one minor Buffynicity.  The “Eliminati” were in the episode I started last night.  Today at work the bosses had pizza delivered and while I was getting a slice I could have sworn the guy next to me said “The Illuminati”, which freaked me out until I realized the pizza came from Lou Malnotti’s.  I don’t know if that co-worker actually said “The Illuminati” or not, but it was interesting.

Another minor point, the Mayor claimed to have “100 days” before his ascension and I did the math and there are about 96 episodes of Buffy left for me to watch.

Other than that, not a huge amount of resonance, a bit of a lull after the spectacular cloud of orange flame from “The Zeppo” which was a spectacular high point for me.  Of course the main episode tonight was about Faith being in denial and that may be why I didn’t find too much in it – because I’m in denial about something.  I still don’t know what, however I am confronting my darkness directly.

I took care of some legal paperwork today that I have been putting off for months, and a few other pain-in the-ass chores.  That was nice.  It’s like all this with Buffy and Lemmy is neutralizing my daydreams, pulling me into the 21st century.  For years I thought of Buffy as being from the alien world of the normos, a show to be watched in a world I could never belong to.  But I can see now that watching it is pivotal for my understanding of entertainment.  So much of the astral imagery that has plagued me for years is coalescing and becoming manageable during this process.  It’s definitely magic.  Thankfully I feel more able to separate from this world psychically than ever before.  And along with this my vision of other worlds is becoming that much more clear because I can cut out the astral noise of this one.

As for aspects, I woke up this morning and looked in the drawer where I keep old close I haven’t been able to wear in years.  I found a shirt that I bought more than five or maybe even ten years ago that I never could fit into and put it on.  With my old clothes back, the size of my wardrobe will double.  I can’t wait to wear all the Leady Death t-shirts I’ve kept since the 90s.

I listened to “Fire Woman” on the way to work, thinking of Kara and thinking about Buffy.  I felt very confident in the upcoming season of revelations, but also uptight about the paperwork and stuff I had to do (which I took care of tonight).  I was a little worried.  As I record my astral daydreams in more detail, they get smaller and my field of vision gets a little darker.  I have to deal with the dark, rotten world I live in, the hopelessness of the United States, the triviality of our culture.  And yet I also have great exhilaration at my increasing ability to channel and perceive higher worlds. 

I did notice when the Moon squared Uranus in Aries.  It was very powerful but I still feel I have work to do in coming up with ways to write about such things that are meaningful , interesting, and specific.