This working is having the desired effect.  The more common and reliable the Buffynicities get, the more integrated my feelings about entertainment and my own inner movie get.  This coincides with Kara getting much clearer.

I had a weird synchronicity with my astrological calendar.  When I first opened it this morning I mistakenly read the aspects for February 20, and I wrote a bunch of stuff down about how the Moon trining Uranus was making me feel confident.  But then I realized I had the wrong date – but then I looked and saw that the Moon actually had trined Uranus during the circle last night, so what I wrote kind of applied anyway.

Specifically last night it worked out that Kara was extremely clear, and I am getting a “lock” on a particular state of perception I have with her, the “storm” state, when I perceive her as a cloud of energy hovering in the air between all the people around.  This is more than just visual.  She seems to be an actual cloud in the air before me.  This is very cool.  I imagine it resembles flames.

Moon squaring Chiron at 11:30 also made the circle pretty intense, I was very confident that I am a channel and I am ready to cross over into public awareness.  

I woke up early in the morning, a slight return of the Curse of Dru.

The Moon entered Capricorn this morning and I did feel very confident, and I am working on sigilizing specific states of awareness now so I can write about them in detail.  I think this is associated also with the Sun entering Aries.  I am declaring this the Year of Sigilization and I also plan to write in detail about my feelings and intuitions about Lemmy Kilmister. Not only am I going to take clients this year, I am going to write in detail about everything I experience. 

Specifically the state I was experiencing Saturday morning at Sharyl’s channeling was very powerful, a state in which I become aware of a kind of ethereal light that has a semi-solid quality of its own, projected from a higher dimension.  It reveals three-dimensional locations in higher worlds and brings a fuller recollection of past lives in places like Egypt.

Then there is the “Storm State” in which I perceive Kara as an orange-yellow cloud.

Moon squaring the sun was also exhilarating, but I think combined with Venus semisextiling Mars at 3:22 it made me feel like my corpo job is oppressive.  There are some really lousy things happening at my company and even though Kara is with me now through all of it, I still have to wonder at what dismal shape this country is in. 

Speaking of which I will also be writing about the “Mafdet” state, in which I’m convinced I lived in 1st Dynasty Egypt.  And the “Ludus” state in which I’m convinced that I’m living in some kind of four dimensional game, telepathically linked to other players around the world, a lot like “Sense8”, the TV series by Lana Wachowski and J. Michael Straczynski.

Jay says he’s bringing his girlfriend so I’m going to do a full reading for her, that’s a nice surprise to go with the Moon squaring Venus.

Predictions in part 3. 

Buffynicity #1: Today I went to this website https://www.storycubes.com/ and ordered a bunch of these cubes, which I have been coveting for weeks.  Then in tonight’s second episode, Xander borrows a car from his Uncle Rory.

Buffynicity #2: the image of the three witches has been building, the “Bringers”, the three girls getting burned at the stake recently, and now the “Sisterhood of Jhe”.  Obviously Jhe is me, but my friend Jay is also coming over tonight to work on my website, so that’s a pretty crazy Buffynicity. 

Cordelia is continuing to heap verbal abuse on Xander so it’s very appropriate for Kara to have singled her out, isn’t it?

Skipping back to the earlier episode, about the “Cruciamentum”.  It was evoking certain themes in my life, like why I’ve always been so messed up even though I’ve always had powerful energies in my life. 

Furthermore, when they first showed the vampire, I thought he was a Mummy, as reference to Egypt, but then I thought he kind of resembled Lemmy, and then there were all the drug references, and he was actually humming, had a song going through his head the way I’ve had Motorhead songs going through my head all weekend.  And he was talking about how much he hates “mothers” which is a reference once again to the Matrix.

As a matter of fact, there was an episode of “The Animatrix” which was about someone undergoing an ordeal similar to the Cruciamentum.  There was something else that could be considered a Matrix reference as well but I forget what it was.

In part two I will deal with the astrological aspects.