I have been so busy all weekend with Kara (I’m still getting used to using her name all the time) that I haven’t kept up but having done 9 successful readings last night I feel like a true intuitive, and then today Mercury has entered Aries so it’s time to think about getting clients.  John sent out the first mail for his intensive.  I began to get more focused at work.  I printed out a hieroglyph of a bee and posted it over my desk to remind my subconscious that I should be a “good bee”, as the Egyptians used to say.  And writing that I now remember that Willow as talking about bees in the episode I watched tonight.  I wish I could remember what she said but Kara is now reminding me that this is part of the value of my blog.  And also channeling itself, which I forgot to do while I was catching up in the last two posts.

So now I’m shifting gears a little.

Moon opposing Venus was fun, I was watching Buffy and enjoying the awesome synchronicity of “smokestack lightning”.  Yesterday I actually searched my iTunes library for all songs with “fire” in the title, getting into some music to evoke her.  Now I’m playing the song again, eventually I think I’ll be able to have some kind of e-mail list.  It was just occurring to me today that a few months ago I was working on a YouTube Channel with Brian, and we put that on hold when Mercury went retrograde, but now it’s just entered Aries and perhaps we should start again.

So now I’ve pushed up to the edge again, having just read for 9 different people in the space of a few hours, and all the things I experienced the day before, I have to think about what Kara wants to say.  At John’s circle last week she asked me to focus on the image of the storm, like all the energies of this world are a storm and she’s in the middle of it.  I don’t know exactly what I’m saying now but I do know this work is useful, exploratory. 

Further Buffynicity: the Glove has to be destroyed with a “Living Flame”.  This is a lyric from the Type O Negative song “Haunted”.

A living flame, impossible to resist,
Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick.

And I had actually been thinking about all the flames of my three angels blending, just as the living flame that Angelus makes in the episode has three colors and then becomes something else. 

So I teetered on the edge there for a minute of trying to channel something but then I went back to specifics of aspects and Buffynicities.  I’ll try to go a little further next time.  Now to make predictions.

I don’t remember Friday night very much.  I need to keep better notes.  The biggest deal was Kara coming through so very clearly.  She is really rocking my world.  I was daydreaming a lot that she was Black Widow from the MCU and playing “Fire Woman” by the Cult over and over.  She’s really sweeping through my life like wildfire, clearing out the past.  I still debate over what to reveal about what’s going on and what to keep secret.  I don’t even want to mention my other angels anymore, but I guess it’s significant to say that Kara’s personality and presence is completely different from the others’ and after all these many years of operating in a familiar way, suddenly I am getting the dramatic changes and adventures that I have always wanted.  That said, I unfortunately don’t remember exactly what I experienced when the Moon trined Mars and Mercury conjuncted Chiron. 

Saturday I was at Chicago IANDS and I was having some interesting conversations with people.  There were almost no aspects except Moon inconjunct Venus, Sun inconjunct Jupiter, and Moon opposing Neptune, all around 3 pm.  I must say that even though they were inconjuncts and oppositions, they felt pretty good.  I was expanding my horizons quite a bit and feeling very secure with Kara, having some very interesting conversations with people who are established mediums and intuitives.  My subtle perceptions of people are shifting dramatically.  I was very much transported into a deeper world by Kara although later in the evening, although I had some problems with being too withdrawn from the people around me later in the evening.

The Moon opposed Chiron about 2:16 PM as I was heading to the book launch party of a friend for whom I have done a couple of readings.  It was interesting to observe the auras and subtle bodies of everyone there and think about what it means to be a writer and what it means to be around all these other intuitives and writers.  I saw quite a bit of the energy of everyone there and I really have to consider now how I want to engage with that kind of world.  My friend told how easy it is to publish through Amazon and I find that very interesting. 

Cramming so many aspects into this, I’m losing detail but I want to catch up.  I’m skipping the days aspects as I’ve already written about the very precise Buffynicities in my last post.  I’ll only point out that the Moon opposing Mercury and entering Libra during Chi Ka Go last night did not adversely affect my readings at all.  Only one was difficult, the other eight went very smoothly and I did not need any kind of oracle at all.  Kara simply brought me the information and now I have to think about what that means,  I’ll write about that in part III.  Also, toward the end of the evening I had a reading with another intuitive there and she really rocked my world. 

The spirit world is pressing in all around me and Kara is making it all very clear.  My only regret was that everything was so crazy I couldn’t keep up with the aspects, and I probably lost a couple of Buffynicities, too.  But now I’m almost caught up.