The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-14-2017

I just happened to see this post from a friend on Facebook (it’s a repost from somewhere else)

Mars in Taurus trine the North Node in Virgo. Mars is on the Sabian symbol ‘The Pot Of Gold At The End Of The Rainbow’ – Let go of thinking that your actions are meaningless and that nothing can be done to improve circumstances. Recover your fight, your motivation and your stamina through giving yourself incentives to keep going. Tiny steps forwards are all it takes to fling open the gates of opportunity. Be on the lookout for synchronistic signals giving you the green light …to go ahead. Let your enthusiasm, desire or excitement become your compass.

What is needed is real and tangible goals which can be carefully measured rather than vague wishes for something better. You have a wealth of inner resources to call upon, not least your creative imagination which can build a bridge between where you are and where you want to be. Aim high but stay grounded. Become a gardener of dreams, a champion of hope.

This bit about “recovering your fight” is exactly what I was just writing about.  Once again, the synchronicity I was writing about didn’t seem like such a big deal, but once I blogged it something else got added to it.

There was another Buffynicity about Spike which was that when he burned his hand he tried to pour alcohol on it.  I sympathized very much because with all this cold weather the skin between my fingers is drying out very painfully so I’m using hand lotion all the time.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-14-2017 Part II

Moon squaring Pluto in the afternoon was not unpleasant at all.  Squares are fun!  I was getting more organized at work and updating my planner and all kinds of stuff like that.  Kara is very communicative and she is resolving a lot of the chaos in my visual imagination that has bothered me for years. I’m getting better telepathically as well, getting away from a lot of the vampiric presences that have been a problem for so long.

I was doing grocery shopping after work when the Moon conjuncted Jupiter.  I was having a great time and listening to “Heartbreak Beat” over and over, studying that song’s energetic resemblance to the films of John Hughes.  I felt I was finally able to understand the astral presence of entertainment and entertainers, finally able to integrate those issues into my energetic understanding of relationships and politics.  This Buffy project is working out.  I wonder if this is also related to the fact that I just set aside the money to buy my ticket for C2E2 on Friday?

The Moon opposing Uranus at 8:05 was also very liberating.  I was zeroing in really well on Kara, and I find myself able to converse with her now.  I’m still assimilating the huge amount of information I got on Sunday but it feels as though she is completely reworking the telepathic framework of my life.  My old life is over and I am becoming something else now.

I was running while the Sun conjuncted Chiron at 9:41.  Cordelia had just fallen through the stairs, I think.  Spike was healed by violence and ran off into the night to torture Drusilla. 

It was interesting how messed up my run was, though.  At first my tablet wouldn’t access data at all and I couldn’t get on Fullscreen.  This also caused me to screw up programming the treadmill so I didn’t have a genuine cardio workout.  And yet Kara was present very forcefully.  The episode was nice but not spectacularly interesting (although I love seeing Spike) so I had plenty of time to think about what Kara is doing to my astral perceptions – namely sharpening them, clarifying them.

Heading toward Moon inconjunct Chiron, not feeling too much.  Looking forward to Moon in Scorpio tomorrow.  Also it’s opposing Mars tomorrow night.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-14-2017

An interesting day, although not as spectacular as some others.  My predictions were accurate, though, and interesting things did happen.  There are multiple levels taking place now and I am learning to navigate them from inside rather than thinking about them from the outside.

Buffynicity #1: After the “Glove” episode with the Living Flame, in tonight’s episode Spike’s hand caught on fire.  I tend to think of myself as Spike for a couple of reasons, one of which is his resemblance to Billy Idol and another is that I do his accent a lot, repeating the lines of the insane angel from the movie “Constantine”.  Also he was a really bad poet and so am I.  And furthermore, last night I added dozens of songs to my “Kara” playlist, and one of them, which I listened to several times today, was “Blow Up the Outside World”, which is my favorite drunkenness song and Spike was very drunk through much of the episode.  So I was thinking the significance of this in general might be that I have to get my old self back, the way Spike does in the episode.

Furthermore, I didn’t realize the “Blow Up…” synchronicity until I had walked most of the way home and was thinking about my blog, which reinforces that blogging is indeed necessary in the development of awareness.  Blogging puts together pieces that might otherwise be missed.

Buffynicity #2: Today I was looking on Ebay, there’s a seller who owes me free shipping on an order, due to a previous order he screwed up and for “some mysterious reason” today I decided to see if he had anything I wanted.  He sells mostly gaming stuff, like D&D modules, and I was looking for a cheap one to snag.  I was thinking about one called “The Standing Stone”, which is about an ancient druidic ruin where there’s lots of undead stuff.  This reminded me of Drusilla because of this play on words I came up with, the dual characters, “Dru Scriver” and “Dru Id”.

Then tonight Giles was taking a trip to a Druid circle.  So not only did I have a foreshadowing of the episode, but it was about “Dru” although Juliet Landau wasn’t in it. 

And there was all kinds of stuff about love and blood and craziness, and I think this applies a lot to what I’m going through with Kara.

The only other thing about the episode was that recently I was comparing Cordelia with Kara and tonight she almost got killed in a way that resembles the demise of Trinity from the Matrix.

And I also made an offer on the D&D module “Pharoah”, which I was interested in years ago, a foreshadowing of the recent Egyptian escapade I’ve been on.

So those are substantial evidence of telepathic contact and precognition.  Now on to the real astrological aspects in Part II.