I forgot one last Buffynicity.  Right before I went to the club, I was looking up logos for “Southern Death Cult”, the original name of “The Cult”, the band of Ian Astbury and Billy Duffy.  Since I’ve been listening to Motorhead constantly I’ve been thinking of one of my Angels wearing a Motorhead t-shirt, so I thought I’d see of there were any “Southern Death Cult” t-shirts for one of my other angels to wear.  I saw that they used to have a kind of mascot named “The Fatman” – he rode around in a tank.  I thought that was interesting and then 30 minutes later I was at the club watching Buffy fight “Balthazar”, a demon who looks like an enormously fat man sitting in a pool.

I’ve been looking up Motorhead Albums on the web.  I’ll probably try to get ahold of Lemmy’s autobiography.  He is really providing the boundaries I need for understanding the astral imagery that surrounds entertainment.  He’s helping me “Stay Clean” as the song goes.

There’s a lot to write, but I need to stay focused on little things and build up the depth gradually, so back to predictions.  John has given out dates for the intensive so I can look at aspects for those days. 

Meanwhile Moon-Capricorn squares Uranus-Aries in the morning, which should be exhilarating as I have all this momentum built up. and then void of course while it sextiles Chiron-Pisces, entering Aquarius in the evening. 

I’m predicting excitement and new directions, although Aquarius is actually as I recall the most boring place for the Moon to be the weekend should be good.  Kara is telling me now that as I blog about future aspects I have to look deeper, come up with something more significant.

There are now three movies that I want to see in theaters: Logan, Blade Runner, and Near Dark.  What is this, astrologically?  Is it related to Sun in Aries?  Is it related to Channeling?  The “peaking” of the Venus retrograde? 

I should take comfort in the fact that I have identified my Lunar seasons so well – I do indeed feel like crap now that Moon is in Capricorn and I am just hoping to get the rest of the month over with. 

Buffynicity #4 was a little more complex.  I know a woman who was hosting an event on Saturday, and I didn’t go to it.  Driving home from work Monday, I suddenly had an urge from the spirit world to write her an e-mail apologizing and telling her I support her in her efforts.  I was in a big rush to work out before I had an appointment with Jay but I still stopped to write it.  Then, in the Buffy episode I watched her father sends her a note apologizing for not keeping their date.  I thought that was nice, but not worth noting.  However tonight that woman replied to my e-mail and said the event was postponed anyway, but closing by saying “I love you” which was nice.  Then in the episode I watched Willow was telling Xander not to come to fight the Sisterhood of Jhe, but she gave him a hug and said “I love you”, which was unusual, and I think Buffy also said the same to Angel.  I know Willow said it and someone else did to, but it is unusual in Buffy and so that completes the Buffynicity. 

They’re getting more complex and layered, harder to deny, which is nice.

As for astrological aspects, Moon-Capricorn sextiling Uranus-Pisces was clear as expected.  Neptune aspects are really heaven for me and I always see the same pale gold light now and feel drawn all the way out of the world.  I have to work now on coming up with concrete things to say about these experiences that are relevant.

I was looking at the horoscopes of famous people, Paris Hilton and J.K. Rowling, looking at all the Saturn retrogrades they have and such.  They are fascinating people to think about.  At the same time it’s making my understanding of fame a bit more impersonal.  I still credit Lemmy with setting the important boundaries for me for this study. 

The clarity of the reading I did last night has put me over a hurdle.  Jay did in fact help me understand how to get my website up, and Sharyl contacted me about an advanced channeling training to take place at the same time as John’s intensive.  This is going to be a huge deal!  These next two months are going to shoot me into the stratosphere.

When the Moon squared Mercury at 5:20 I was grocery shopping.  What was I doing?  I can barely remember.  I’m writing about this now because I know I have to develop my memory of certain kinds of details.  I got everything I needed, I’m closing my eyes and visualizing it now.  What was I thinking about?  I’m insisting to myself that I fill in the blanks on these times. 

Moon and Pluto are conjuncting in Capricorn at 1:30 AM.  I guess I’m feeling more like a part of the world, looking forward to C2E2 and advanced intensives with John and Sharyl, getting my website up.  It’s all going to be very big for me.

First amazing Buffynicity, which I barely believe myself and makes me think anyone reading this will assume I’m making this up, watching the episodes ahead of time or something: On Sunday I was writing about seeing Kara as a kind of cloud of energy, yellow-orange in color.  I’ve actually seen this form very often before, but that was the first time I wrote about it.  Tonight Giles was doing a spell to summon spirit guides and they appeared as just such an orange cloud.  And they were also talking about the secrets Giles was asking for in a very similar way to the types of things Kara talks about.  That was really pretty nuts.

Buffynicity #2: The locker room at the club smelled really bad when I first went in, like someone’s ass got totally out of control.  It was kind of funny and I wasn’t going to write about it, but then first thing in the first episode I watched Xander was talking about how bad the dead guys smelled.  I still wasn’t going to write about it but then I just left off the second episode with Willow talking about using Lavender to make her spells smell better.  Smell is the sense related to fundamental realities and the previous synchronicity about the cloud, and some other things, makes me think this is important to note because fundamental realities are shifting here.

Buffynicity #3: The first episode I watched was about Xander getting involved with a bunch of dead guys while the rest of the Scooby Gang fight the Sisterhood of Jhe.  This relates to my recent involvement with Lemmy Kilmister, and also the Or.B.S., the ghosts I usually work with.  Furthermore there were two major coincidences.  I had just been looking up Lemmy’s film appearances on IMDB yesterday, and he was in a movie called “Hardware”, which is over 25 years old.  I saw it on HBO years ago, and didn’t like it very much.  But the Music Box Theatre showed it in Februrary.  I thought of going to see it but didn’t.  However tonight the dead gang went to a Hardware store.

And then they used the hardware to make a bomb which is appropriate because I’ve been listening to “Bomber” over and over again for days, which I have noted several times on this blog.

Furthermore I really loved the way the parallel stories intertwined in the episode, showing how Xander was having his own thing going on that wove in with the “big shots” story.  This is a cue to my subconscious to accept the interweaving of the story of my life with the story of my own Sisterhood, and also the dead, and whoever else I’m on my way to meet.