Buffynicity #4 was a little more complex. I know a woman who was hosting an event on Saturday, and I didn’t go to it. Driving home from work Monday, I suddenly had an urge from the spirit world to write her an e-mail apologizing and telling her I support her in her efforts. I was in a big rush to work out before I had an appointment with Jay but I still stopped to write it. Then, in the Buffy episode I watched her father sends her a note apologizing for not keeping their date. I thought that was nice, but not worth noting. However tonight that woman replied to my e-mail and said the event was postponed anyway, but closing by saying “I love you” which was nice. Then in the episode I watched Willow was telling Xander not to come to fight the Sisterhood of Jhe, but she gave him a hug and said “I love you”, which was unusual, and I think Buffy also said the same to Angel. I know Willow said it and someone else did to, but it is unusual in Buffy and so that completes the Buffynicity.
They’re getting more complex and layered, harder to deny, which is nice.
As for astrological aspects, Moon-Capricorn sextiling Uranus-Pisces was clear as expected. Neptune aspects are really heaven for me and I always see the same pale gold light now and feel drawn all the way out of the world. I have to work now on coming up with concrete things to say about these experiences that are relevant.
I was looking at the horoscopes of famous people, Paris Hilton and J.K. Rowling, looking at all the Saturn retrogrades they have and such. They are fascinating people to think about. At the same time it’s making my understanding of fame a bit more impersonal. I still credit Lemmy with setting the important boundaries for me for this study.
The clarity of the reading I did last night has put me over a hurdle. Jay did in fact help me understand how to get my website up, and Sharyl contacted me about an advanced channeling training to take place at the same time as John’s intensive. This is going to be a huge deal! These next two months are going to shoot me into the stratosphere.
When the Moon squared Mercury at 5:20 I was grocery shopping. What was I doing? I can barely remember. I’m writing about this now because I know I have to develop my memory of certain kinds of details. I got everything I needed, I’m closing my eyes and visualizing it now. What was I thinking about? I’m insisting to myself that I fill in the blanks on these times.
Moon and Pluto are conjuncting in Capricorn at 1:30 AM. I guess I’m feeling more like a part of the world, looking forward to C2E2 and advanced intensives with John and Sharyl, getting my website up. It’s all going to be very big for me.