12:55 AM 6/28/2017
I forgot one more
Buffynicity #1: All day I was thinking about Victor in high school, listening to the Fixx and dealing with his secretive, controlling family, and I actually decided he was a younger brother, the third of six siblings, and then in tonight’s episode Buffy’s younger sister Dawn went back to Sunnydale High and Spike was there, too. So it was all high school revisited today.
7:03 PM 6/28/2017 I’ve been thinking about The Darkening all day, and I am very pleasantly surprised that this process is working out just as expected. I am extremely happy with what I wrote yesterday, and I look forward to writing more tomorrow. This takes so much pressure off of my heptalogy. Furthermore I can feel the magic in this story. Jenny and Victor are showing me deeper and deeper levels of their reality. I’m overjoyed that I can actually write now – and that the Neptune retrograde working is proceeding apace.
I got so excited about this gothic romance that I’m writing that I went to the library and checked out “Wuthering Heights”.
8:20 PM 6/28/2017
Buffynicity #2: Yesterday I wrote about Victor agonizing that he could have been married for twenty years. And I’ve also been calling Jennifer a “waif” in my mind – like Colette from Les Miserables. Well, I just read Catherine’s line in Wuthering Heights –
“It’s twenty years,” mourned the voice, “twenty years, I’ve been a waif for twenty years!" This is very cool.
10:10 PM 6/28/2017
Buffynicity #3: As I wrote above, I went to the library today and picked up a copy of Wuthering Heights. Just before I went to run I sat and read 3 chapters, including the endnotes. I struggled to decipher Joseph’s Yorkshire accent and read the notes about Emily’s rendering of it, and also the regional character of people from Yorkshire.
Then in tonight’s episode a Yorkshire Terrier gets killed. The script specifies that it is a Yorkshire terrier. Anya is upset and Xander mocks her,
XANDER
Wait, that gets your sad noise? People’s lives are in danger, and you give it up for the Yorkie?
So this is a spectacular Buffynicity and shows a few things. I have a lot to think about concerning why I got consumed with the idea of getting Wuthering Heights and reading it tonight. Obviously it was "arranged” – but by who? My higher self? How did that work, exactly? This is very like the meeting with “Jennifer” on Saturday, except slightly deeper because I had to make changes in my plans in order for this to happen.
I am finding some resonance in Willow’s invisibility as well. I haven’t seen enough of the episode to know what’s going on, but I feel like I might be “invisible” to my guides, and they to me, in a similar way. I’ll have to watch and see how she solves the problem.
I was expecting something big tonight, and this appears to be a part of it. In addition, I believe I’ve read Wuthering Heights in a previous lifetime, possibly two. Working on the Darkening is inspiring me to view literature in a slightly different way – as a kind of time travel or soul retrieval.
So my astrological expectations are vindicated. Now I’m going to go over aspects and then work on The Darkening.
Moon-Virgo sextiling Sun-Cancer was a nice feeling. My big project was underway and going smoothly, I felt very in control and at the same time peaceful. Yesterday’s success with The Darkening was also making me feel pretty good about my capabilities. I just realized that piece I wrote was about the characters being at home, as well.
Mercury conjuncted Mars while I was at lunch. It was smooth sailing and I felt I’d made it through the day quite easily. I found out that my boss is going to take care of one of the huge projects that’s been looming over me, and also that my insurance check will be here tomorrow – I got on the phone and made that happen. And I was very excited about more ideas I had for the Darkening. So it was all very active and focused.
Venus was inconjuncting Saturn while I was reading Wuthering Heights, and I feel this was related to the visions of past lives I was having while reading, and my excitement over my new project of soul retrieval via great literature. I was also feeling like The Darkening is unlocking other powers of imagination and identity that I’ve been in denial about for a while.
I was running while the Moon was opposing Neptune, and I think the spectacular “Yorkie” Buffynicity is a revelation associaed with this transit. I have a lot more to think about that.
So now we’re building up to the Moon sextiling Mars, and then Mercury. And I’m not going to bother with predictions for tomorrow. I just feel totally vindicated about tonight. I do have an idea for The Darkening but I’m so tired I might not write it.