First of all I feel totally out of sync with my blog tonight, but I’m keeping on with it because of the “Blue Lagoon” Buffynicity from yesterday.  I’m definitely getting better at channeling with this.  Let me now pause to shift gears and get my angel in on it.

I’m wondering how detailed to get with this because what’s happening is that the things I’m thinking about are showing up in Buffy TVS within a few days and I want to have evidence.  For instance for several days I’ve been brooding about my life in terms of the monsters I’ve fought, and I’ve concluded that my main problem in life has been that I thought I was fighting vampires and they turned out to be zombies.  So tonight in episode 3 of season 3 when the zombies attacked and they thought they were vampires at first I recognized just a little Buffynicity in it.  But how knows how little, considering the way the tiny Blue Lagoon Buffynicity built up over 3 days?

Buffynicity #2: I’ve been thinking about the Egyptian cat goddess Mafdet constantly for several days and this episode started with an undead cat.

Buffynicity #3: After more than a month of watching Buffy, this weekend when I was at Quake toys I was looking very closely at a Faith action figure.  I was prompted to start thinking about her and looked her up on line.  And tonight I guess I just started the episode in which she’s introduced. 

My fixation on Juliet Landau has faded just a little, although I still listen to “All Night Long” every day.  I’m thinking about Scooby girls now.  Charisma Carpenter reminds me totally of my biggest high school crush.  Actually it was occurring to me to match the three of them up with my angels, but I’m only going to talk about Kara now and Kara is actually most like Cordelia. 

Those are my Buffynicities for the day and now for regular aspects:

I worked downtown today and rode the train down there.  I was listening to the “Funeral of Amenhotep III” a lot.  I got a lot done, wandering around thinking about Star Wars, James Earl Jones, and Han Solo.  I was daydreaming about ancient Egypt and Mafdet. 

I just about fell asleep there.  I need to get this over with.  The only thing really interesting is that about 2 minutes before the Mooon trined the Sun, I was eating lunch in the busy downstairs of the downtown building and I left my bag on the seat across from me, with my planner and my tablet and a huge amount of my life in it.  I worked on through the afternoon while the Moon trined Mercury and I felt pretty secure in my past lives visions, and then opposed Pluto so that I felt totally “done” with this lousy world, ready to move on to something else.

At 4 pm I realized I’d lost my bag but I remained calm and then went back to that busy public place and found it again.  I was very relieved.

The moon trined Chiron while I was running and that explains why I feel confident. 

Man, I wish I could write but I can barely keep my eyes open.  Wish me luck for tomorrow.