So all this Buffy is definitely helping me with the wild visuals I’ve always had around entertainment. It’s very grounding. I can look back on the different feelings I’ve had about this process, which is now over 6 weeks and counting, and trace the movement.
I need to keep closer track of what’s going on in my mind.
As for aspects, Moon squaring Mars this morning was intense and actually fun so squares officially don’t bother me any more. I muddled through the void of course and found the lunar ingress to Leo to be just what I expected. In other words, I felt like myself again. The lunar cycle from Aquarius to Gemini is the least comfortable for me. Cancer is okay, but very passive. Hitting Leo is like coming home and I expect it to feel good all the way through Sagittarius.
Now I’m sitting here listening to “All Night Long”, thinking about how much Faith resembled my first fiancé and thinking about how much I need Juliet Landau to replace her.
I am having the best magical perceptions of my life today, which is interesting because I feel very out of sorts. Listening to “The Funeral of Amenhotep III” a lot. Flashing on Ancient Egypt. Getting answers to a lot of questions.
Today I was also looking up pictures of George Lucas.
I’m getting tired again, I think I really need to work on a better schedule for working out and writing.
But I recall that Vesta turned direct in Cancer yesterday, which is interesting because Buffy was getting back home from her trip away. It also made me feel more comfortable with my life.
Mars enters Taurus tomorrow night and that makes me happy to see what that will be like. I hope I’ll be more focused on advancing my website and stuff like that.
I’m working in a different town tomorrow, and the Moon will be Inconjuncting Neptune just as I get there, so the drive might be an interesting mind-trip. Then two more inconjuncts, Pluto and Sun in the evening. Tomorrow may feel a little weird, although I must admit I’m getting so used to these aspects that I feel I should be trying to dig deeper with them. But I’m too tired to do it now.
Moon trining Venus two minutes before Mercury inconjuncts Jupiter. Will that be interesting? Feeling good but inarticulate? What? I’ll have to pay attention. ’
Interesting Chiron and Mercury aspects this weekend. Perhaps I’ll get my website up and running at last. And I’m doing readings on Sunday night.