I didn’t watch Buffy tonight because I went to Brian’s astrology salon.  However I thought about her a lot.  I just know I stopped that last episode at the perfect place and I’m going to get a big surprise tomorrow.

However, meanwhile I am hooked on Motorhead, and I have not stopped listening since I started yesterday morning.  I have been thinking a lot about Lemmy and I even looked up his horoscope to find he has Mars conjunct Saturn in Retrograde in the seventh house of relationships.  He was certainly a total ass-kicker at dragging people back into darkness.  I love it and I am becoming a total fan.  It’s awesome that my Buffy adventure has gotten me two or three musical experiences that are going to last.  It’s been awhile since I had anything really new going on.  I can’t wait to explore the whole Motorhead catalogue.

So the Moon trined Neptune this morning and it was just about everything I could have hoped for.  Lemmy was there and so was Kara and I was getting all the perceptions of higher worlds and answers about the past that I could want. I seem to be finally getting over my addiction to pop culture daydreams.  The pieces are falling into place, and it doesn’t seem so intimidating anymore.  One thing I’m seeing is that the volatility of my dreamlife has been related to the element of fire at least as much as to water. I had thought I was all water but the uncontrollability of it has been Kara’s fault all along.  And now that I’m relating to her consciously she’s bringing it all into focus.

So work was like a dream and then I got home and went to Brian’s salon and channeled some more.  It was very powerful – and now as I write I’m shifting into a channeling state to accomplish my goal.

Moon sextiles Pluto at 12:05.  I guess I’m feeling more like I’m a part of the world.  A lot of the unusual tasks I’ve had at work over the last couple of weeks are done, and I’m used to the new travelling to different sites.  I like the independence of it. 

I have to sort through all the influences to see what Kara wants to bring forth.  It’s a very big world I sense, just beyond this one. 

Tomorrow Moon inconjuncts Uranus at 7:44, trines Chiron at 11:38.  It’s going to be a morning of intuitive relations with the cosmic government.  I can tell I’m beginning to understand my role in this world.  Then the Sun squares Saturn and trines the moon, and the moon goes void-of-course right after work until it enters Sagittarius at 10. 

I close my eyes and see the Edgewater branch of the Chicago Public Library.  Maybe I should go there?  I see another library I went to when I was 7 years old.  There was a song playing on the radio back then, “I want you to want me.” by Cheap Trick.  I heard that again somewhere, recently.  I think it was last weekend.  I see the I AM temple in Schaumburg. 

I’m experimenting now with reporting directly the contents of my imagination.  It’s another step toward channeling.  I should get plenty of answers this weekend.  I plan to see Sharyl Noday channeling on Saturday morning while the Moon inconjuncts Mars, then I have another ritual in the evening, with the Moon squaring Neptune, then Sunday there’s the circle with the Moon sextiling Jupiter, trining Uranus, and Squaring Chiron.  I should get plenty of answers.

And now things are building for John’s intensive.  My intuition says I should have my website fully up by the time that’s over.