The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-13-2017 part II

I don’t remember Friday night very much.  I need to keep better notes.  The biggest deal was Kara coming through so very clearly.  She is really rocking my world.  I was daydreaming a lot that she was Black Widow from the MCU and playing “Fire Woman” by the Cult over and over.  She’s really sweeping through my life like wildfire, clearing out the past.  I still debate over what to reveal about what’s going on and what to keep secret.  I don’t even want to mention my other angels anymore, but I guess it’s significant to say that Kara’s personality and presence is completely different from the others’ and after all these many years of operating in a familiar way, suddenly I am getting the dramatic changes and adventures that I have always wanted.  That said, I unfortunately don’t remember exactly what I experienced when the Moon trined Mars and Mercury conjuncted Chiron. 

Saturday I was at Chicago IANDS and I was having some interesting conversations with people.  There were almost no aspects except Moon inconjunct Venus, Sun inconjunct Jupiter, and Moon opposing Neptune, all around 3 pm.  I must say that even though they were inconjuncts and oppositions, they felt pretty good.  I was expanding my horizons quite a bit and feeling very secure with Kara, having some very interesting conversations with people who are established mediums and intuitives.  My subtle perceptions of people are shifting dramatically.  I was very much transported into a deeper world by Kara although later in the evening, although I had some problems with being too withdrawn from the people around me later in the evening.

The Moon opposed Chiron about 2:16 PM as I was heading to the book launch party of a friend for whom I have done a couple of readings.  It was interesting to observe the auras and subtle bodies of everyone there and think about what it means to be a writer and what it means to be around all these other intuitives and writers.  I saw quite a bit of the energy of everyone there and I really have to consider now how I want to engage with that kind of world.  My friend told how easy it is to publish through Amazon and I find that very interesting. 

Cramming so many aspects into this, I’m losing detail but I want to catch up.  I’m skipping the days aspects as I’ve already written about the very precise Buffynicities in my last post.  I’ll only point out that the Moon opposing Mercury and entering Libra during Chi Ka Go last night did not adversely affect my readings at all.  Only one was difficult, the other eight went very smoothly and I did not need any kind of oracle at all.  Kara simply brought me the information and now I have to think about what that means,  I’ll write about that in part III.  Also, toward the end of the evening I had a reading with another intuitive there and she really rocked my world. 

The spirit world is pressing in all around me and Kara is making it all very clear.  My only regret was that everything was so crazy I couldn’t keep up with the aspects, and I probably lost a couple of Buffynicities, too.  But now I’m almost caught up.

The Buffy Diares: Aspects 3-13-2017

Dear Diary, what a wild weekend!
First, Buffynicities.  The biggest ones were, first of all the Mayor was summoning a demon, and I wanted to write a story years ago about a Mayor who summoned demons.  That’s minor.
The big ones were that last week I was writing about my new Jinafire Long, who is a Chinese dragon, and then Sunday I was reading at Chi! Ka! Go! – I had been working with an Egyptian theme for a week or so but “Chi” and “Go” are Chinese words, and then lo and behold in the episode I was watching Sunday Angel the “Borean Naz with God-given ass” was doing Tai Chi, and today he was practicing again with Buffy, so that was awesome and maybe now that I’m getting pretty confident with my Egyptian past life I’ll move on and try to remember something about China.
And the second was that I have been listening to the song “Fire Woman” by the Cult very heavily for several days, in honor of Kara who is from the sphere of Mars.  There are also lyrics about “smokestack lightning”, and today I was looking up that song on the web.  I have the John Lee Hooker version, but I was intending to download the Howlin’ Wolf version.
Then tonight Buffy defeated the Mayor’s demon with a stream of fire, which was Buffynicity enough, but in the next episode the villainous watcher from England stole the Glove of Minagon, which was metal and round like a smokestack, and summoned up a storm (Kara means “stormy, wild”) and was shooting lightning all around at everyone. 
So this is very awesome.  There were also a couple of snippets of dialogue that were Buffynicitous, like today I was thinking of the phrase “unholy hell” and someone (Faith, I think) used a similar phrase.  There were some other things in there but I forgot them over the weekend because it was so busy.  So now I’ll move on to regular aspects.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-9-2017 part III

Now for predictions:  Moon trining Saturn in the morning, I’ll feel pretty good as the moon is Void of Course until 4:07 PM, when it enters Virgo.  I expect it will be magical.  When the Moon trines Mars at 5:22 PM, I’ll still be doing my usual Friday night rounds, and I’m expecting to be high energy.

I’ll be watching closely for Mercury conjunct Chiron in Pisces at 7:35 because I’ve never experienced that before.  Given that Kara is emerging so powerfully and that I’m doing readings this weekend, I’m expecting quite a bit.

No further aspects until Saturday afternoon, during the Chicago IANDS meeting – Moon inconjunct Venus, Sun inconjunct Jupiter, and Moon opposing Neptune, all within the space of 10 minutes.  I wonder what will happen?  I love Neptune so much I can’t believe it will be bad.  I’ll try to record whatever vision I have.

Sunday I’m doing readings, and it’s going to be wild because there are three oppositions that day.  Full moon at 9:54 AM, Moon opposing Chiron at 2:16 PM, and then Moon opposing Mercury at 9:36 while I’m in the midst of Chi! Ka! Go!.  I’ll be watching but I’m actually expecting a lot of energy to come my way. 

I made progress tonight, I started writing earlier.  Kara was a lot more vivid.  Soon it will be me and her against the world.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-9-2017 part deux

I had several Buffynicities, which was nice, including the most telepathic one yet.  As I was getting ready to go run, walking down the stairs, putting on my shoes, stretching, I began thinking about the word “Looney”, writing a comedy  dialogue in my mind about how I have come to use the word since hanging out in Canada, where the one dollar coin is called a “Looney” because it has a picture of a loon on it.  I added some other jokes and when I got to the club to run, almost immediately Buffy went to her psychologist (who was dead) and told him that he would probably think she was a candidate “for the looney bin”.  So there was a Buffynicity that took less than 15 minutes to come off.  They’re getting faster!

Then I realized that the Scooby Gang reading “Call of the Wild” was a reference to the Valkyrie name “Kara”, which means “Wild, Stormy One”, and it was probably Kara I was thinking of when I listened to “Wild One” years ago, and I was also thinking of the song “Wild Child” by Lou Reed a couple of nights ago. 

There was another Buffynicity because there was a full moon in the episode, and there is a full moon this weekend that I was just noticing has some powerful aspects (discussed in the next entry).

In a recent post I wrote about assigning a Scooby girl to each of my angels.  Kara is Cordelia.  And I also wrote how much Cordelia reminds me of my biggest high school crush.  That girl was homecoming queen one year, and so it is a Buffynicity that right after I wrote that I watched an episode in which Cordelia is running for homecoming queen.  The dynamic between Buffy and Cordelia in this episode is also very illuminating of the dynamic between Cordelia and the angel I think of as Buffy.

Working at these two outlying sites this week, I’ve been having to use a lot of old phones because the sites were given to us only because they’re obsolete and mostly unused.  So it was Buffynicitous that the conspirators in the show were using antiquated phones and other equipment to spy on Buffy.  The two German drones with their tech-freak overlord also reminded me of my brother and his creepy friends spying on me for their sex-freak overlord (back when this show was first airing, actually).

The first episode I watched was about the “inner beast” of men, and then the second was about Cordelia getting angry, and so this is all following the theme of Kara making her presence known.  A very excellent timing for Mars entering Taurus.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-9-2017 part I

Moon inconjunct Neptune on the way to work was kind of fun, I was listening to “All Night Long” and enjoying the closeness of Kara.  She’s very vivid.  Although I do go back to work tomorrow, today was the last hurdle for me in a rough week where I worked at two different new locations.  It was a lot of chaos and wandering around long hallways getting lost.  But it was ultimately low pressure.  One of the interesting things about today was that it was on a relatively busy campus of three buildings with hundreds of people.  Also the huge room where I was working had been emptied of most of the equipment, leaving only a big desk in the center so that it all looked like a set from an action movie. 

Moon trine Venus and Mercury inconjunct Jupiter around 8:55 – I was feeling relieved that the work was going to be easy and thinking a lot about Buffy TVS, listening to “Amenhotep” and also “The Ace of Spades”.  I was daydreaming about how cute Alyson Hannigan is/was and I think also “coming in for a landing” concerning entertainment in general. It’s like I’ve been in a void of entertainment for years, letting my mind wander over crazy fantasies, but now that I’m involving myself in this popular show my emotional body is settling down, feeling like it belongs in the world more – and also ironically I’m getting over popular culture, just not giving a damn about what happens in it anymore because I’m happy being a consumer – I like what I like so what “everyone” is doing is unimportant. 

It’s interesting that I noted the aspects, but didn’t have any idea what they meant until I wrote that paragraph.  I can see that the Moon trining Venus brought a sense of contentment, while the Mercury inconjunct Jupiter brought a sense of separation from society, from the “communications” of society.  My restlessness concerning the world of mass communications is ending and I’m happy just to be relaying whatever messages Kara wants and I don’t give a damn what anyone thinks.

Also seeing all those corporate drones milling around that big campus like a bunch of zombies was ironically liberating.  I know that the normo world is only a dead emptiness that will go on forever like that and I can leave it behind forever without a second thought. 

Mars entered Taurus this evening – I was a little delayed driving home because I left my tablet at work.  I got to Diane’s and she mentioned someone left the board of Chicago IANDS so I offered to go back on it.  That seemed a very Mars-Taurus thing – getting back into the nuts and bolts of moving speakers around and managing gatherings.  I’ve only been running the bookstore for a few months, but now that I’ve quit drinking and prowling around shopping malls I have extra time so I’m ready to go back.  Kara will be with me this time.  It’s going to be very illuminating.

I’m looking forward to Mars in Taurus – Mars in Aries was getting old.  I’m going to shore up my base and I feel cozy and insulated from the world at large, ready to buckle down and take care of business.

Now I’m going to go run and watch Buffy and I’ll write more about predictions when I get back.

The Buffy Diaries 3-8-2017 Part II

So all this Buffy is definitely helping me with the wild visuals I’ve always had around entertainment.  It’s very grounding.  I can look back on the different feelings I’ve had about this process, which is now over 6 weeks and counting, and trace the movement. 

I need to keep closer track of what’s going on in my mind. 

As for aspects, Moon squaring Mars this morning was intense and actually fun so squares officially don’t bother me any more.  I muddled through the void of course and found the lunar ingress to Leo to be just what I expected.  In other words, I felt like myself again.  The lunar cycle from Aquarius to Gemini is the least comfortable for me. Cancer is okay, but very passive.  Hitting Leo is like coming home and I expect it to feel good all the way through Sagittarius. 

Now I’m sitting here listening to “All Night Long”, thinking about how much Faith resembled my first fiancé and thinking about how much I need Juliet Landau to replace her. 

I am having the best magical perceptions of my life today, which is interesting because I feel very out of sorts.  Listening to “The Funeral of Amenhotep III” a lot.  Flashing on Ancient Egypt.  Getting answers to a lot of questions. 

Today I was also looking up pictures of George Lucas. 

I’m getting tired again, I think I really need to work on a better schedule for working out and writing. 

But I recall that Vesta turned direct in Cancer yesterday, which is interesting because Buffy was getting back home from her trip away.  It also made me feel more comfortable with my life. 

Mars enters Taurus tomorrow night and that makes me happy to see what that will be like.  I hope I’ll be more focused on advancing my website and stuff like that. 

I’m working in a different town tomorrow, and the Moon will be Inconjuncting Neptune just as I get there, so the drive might be an interesting mind-trip.  Then two more inconjuncts, Pluto and Sun in the evening.  Tomorrow may feel a little weird, although I must admit I’m getting so used to these aspects that I feel I should be trying to dig deeper with them.  But I’m too tired to do it now.

Moon trining Venus two minutes before Mercury inconjuncts Jupiter.  Will that be interesting?  Feeling good but inarticulate?  What?  I’ll have to pay attention. ’

Interesting Chiron and Mercury aspects this weekend.  Perhaps I’ll get my website up and running at last.  And I’m doing readings on Sunday night.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-8-2017

The biggest Buffynicity today is that Willow was reading “Call of the Wild” to Oz at the beginning of the 2nd episode I watched  I have been thinking for days about a copy of that I read in junior high.  It had “White Fang” on the other side and I have been thinking about a character I made up for the Buffyverse called “Fang”.  So my daily thoughts are showing up in Buffy with a great deal of consistency.

The Faith episode didn’t have a whole lot except I’m still trying to solve the mystery of “The Key”, the card from the Egyptian Lenormand deck which I activated right before I watched the end of season 2 when Angel was being told that he was “the key” and his blood was “the key”.  A guy named Scott asks Buffy to go to see Buster Keaton and he says "Keaton is key.“  Related to this, I was on Pinterest today, pinning a lot of pictures of early film actresses like Theda Bara and Marlene Dietrich.  I was reading about Virgina Rappe as well, who famously died in a scandal involving Fatty Arbuckle – so there’s a comedian from the same era. 

Also the bad guy in that is "Kakistos” which is a little like “Kek”, the Egyptian Ogdoadic god I’ve been reading about recently. 

And furthermore I was writing this weekend about Typhon, the “meme ass”, deciphering “Mimas”, the moon that inspired the Death Star from Star Wars, and then I got to see David Boreanaz’s brief nude scene at the end of the episode.

So I’m wondering now what thoughts I should be writing about.  I’ve been mapping my angels onto the girls of the Scooby Gang, and then today I was also looking up “Ah! My Goddess” as well.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-7-2017

First of all I feel totally out of sync with my blog tonight, but I’m keeping on with it because of the “Blue Lagoon” Buffynicity from yesterday.  I’m definitely getting better at channeling with this.  Let me now pause to shift gears and get my angel in on it.

I’m wondering how detailed to get with this because what’s happening is that the things I’m thinking about are showing up in Buffy TVS within a few days and I want to have evidence.  For instance for several days I’ve been brooding about my life in terms of the monsters I’ve fought, and I’ve concluded that my main problem in life has been that I thought I was fighting vampires and they turned out to be zombies.  So tonight in episode 3 of season 3 when the zombies attacked and they thought they were vampires at first I recognized just a little Buffynicity in it.  But how knows how little, considering the way the tiny Blue Lagoon Buffynicity built up over 3 days?

Buffynicity #2: I’ve been thinking about the Egyptian cat goddess Mafdet constantly for several days and this episode started with an undead cat.

Buffynicity #3: After more than a month of watching Buffy, this weekend when I was at Quake toys I was looking very closely at a Faith action figure.  I was prompted to start thinking about her and looked her up on line.  And tonight I guess I just started the episode in which she’s introduced. 

My fixation on Juliet Landau has faded just a little, although I still listen to “All Night Long” every day.  I’m thinking about Scooby girls now.  Charisma Carpenter reminds me totally of my biggest high school crush.  Actually it was occurring to me to match the three of them up with my angels, but I’m only going to talk about Kara now and Kara is actually most like Cordelia. 

Those are my Buffynicities for the day and now for regular aspects:

I worked downtown today and rode the train down there.  I was listening to the “Funeral of Amenhotep III” a lot.  I got a lot done, wandering around thinking about Star Wars, James Earl Jones, and Han Solo.  I was daydreaming about ancient Egypt and Mafdet. 

I just about fell asleep there.  I need to get this over with.  The only thing really interesting is that about 2 minutes before the Mooon trined the Sun, I was eating lunch in the busy downstairs of the downtown building and I left my bag on the seat across from me, with my planner and my tablet and a huge amount of my life in it.  I worked on through the afternoon while the Moon trined Mercury and I felt pretty secure in my past lives visions, and then opposed Pluto so that I felt totally “done” with this lousy world, ready to move on to something else.

At 4 pm I realized I’d lost my bag but I remained calm and then went back to that busy public place and found it again.  I was very relieved.

The moon trined Chiron while I was running and that explains why I feel confident. 

Man, I wish I could write but I can barely keep my eyes open.  Wish me luck for tomorrow.

The Buffy Diaries: Aspects 3-6-2017

There was a fake minister in tonight’s episode of Buffy, who turned out to be some kind of alien or monster.  I went to see a psychic who has some problems with his rep because he got caught putting fake ads on Craigslist years ago.  I was a little suspicious but I wound up having a good experience. 

I’ve been very concerned with the ancient Egyptian goddess Mafdet for several days.  Her nickname was “The Runner” and in this episode Buffy was running the length of this long hall, setting all kinds of slaves free.

Furthermore, I have also been thinking for several days about Obsidian, a black glass that is used to make surgical instruments because it can be so sharp, and yet is still classed as a liquid, like all glass.  In this episode these weird beings were using a rectangular pool of shiny black liquid as a kind of magical portal to their hellish dungeon, which in many ways was the archetypal sphere of Saturn, and the occult dynamic of Dominion and Slavery, as everyone inside was a prisoner and time went faster there so the victims were old when they left.

All of this was related to the darkness in the recent cycle, the Egyptian Ogdoadic gods of darkness and water. 

But it makes me think I should be writing more detailed records of my thoughts because even though I have been thinking about Obsidian and “The Obsidian School” (a hypothetical Occult School based on the sphere of Saturn) a lot this week, I don’t believe I’ve written about it so I have no evidence or anything to refer to. It’s just really amazing to see Obisidan and a “runner” in this episode.

However, the big Buffynicity is that this afternoon, just for the hell of it, I was looking up “Kenku” who were “bird men” from the original Fiend Folio of Dungeons and Dragons.  They are like hawks or crows.  I had a dream once years ago that one of my angels was one of these.  I was noting that they worship Pazuzu who is an actual demon from world mythology.  An evil spirit who is invoked to protect from other evil spirits – very much like the Buffy character Angel I wrote about yesterday. 

And then in tonight’s episode all the victims of the “Saturn people” were going around mumbling “I am no one”, which is a famous line in the movie “The Exorcist" – in which Linda Blair’s character is possessed by Pazuzu.

So this is showing me some interesting things and can’t wait to see what clues I get next.